Fabio's Colombo's Gay Chronicles

Song and Saga Of Fate

Fabio's POV

Sunil comes home today, I still struggle to walk. But I cannot worry about that, Sunil is more important.

The door Knocks it's the Paramedics, this is the medication he will need when he asks for it. You ok Amore I ask Sunil, I am now that I'm home. I have converted the office into out bedroom, Fabio lay with me please. Of course I will, I lay in bed with him. He falls asleep because of the morphine, few hours later he wakes up. Fabi I think I'm ready to have my kids back, you should tell them. Sunil calls Mattia, hey son. Hey dad should you be talking after surgery, yes and no it's complicated. How are things, great were having so much fun with dad. We go out alot, play alot. Have so much fun, it's great. Grandma spoils us alot, and I mean alot. I thought you and dad splitting would be different, but its not so bad. That's good to hear, how is Ashton. He's good were just having a pool party, where was my invite I joke. He laughs, I love you dad I got to go. He cuts off the phone, you should of told them. I couldn't, they were having fun their. I did not want to take them away from it, I'm glad their happy. What makes them happy makes me happy, that's a lie. It is, but its how I have to think like that now Fab. Ido want them back, but their happy their. I don't want to take them away from that, and I'm not as good. They don't need me no more, as long as they have one parent. See how they were happy with John, I was not even in their thoughts. It's ok, I will be here if they ever need me. Amore, don't say that Fab. Fine I'm sorry, I kiss and hug him.

Later on the door Knocks it's Mattia and Ashton, hey dad how you feeling. I'm great you, good too. Were glad your better, we really was worried. Dad is so great, he took us shopping last week. He even fell down the stairs, and hurt his ankle he still took us places. Is that a dig at me I say in anger, no were just saying. You were seriously ill, yeah an yet I only saw you today. I would do anything for you both Sunil says, I think you should let your dad rest. That was out of order, I go sit with Ashton and Mattia. Why was dad mean to us Fabio, he didn't mean it. He's just hurting, why Ashton asks. Well remember how he rang you earlier, yeah we do. He wanted to ask if you wanted to live with him again, so why didn't he. Well he he knew you were happy, he did not want to take that away from you. He felt like he would not be able to match John, or even take you places. He felt like he was not needed and became hopeless. Oh no I feel so sorry for dad, we could never forget him he helped us. He should know that, he didn't at the time. He felt like you did not need him, that you had Johnny and that was ok for you. He felt alone, he lost his sons. He felt like he lost them both, he felt like he would be alone. I feel so bad for him, I missed him so much. He waited for you to visit him, he felt like you no longer cared for him. Because you never came to visit him, so he just accepted the thought of you guys not needing him. You should also know, he broke when you both left. He tried to kill himself, he what. Yeah he got really sad and depressed, I had to pull him back. Oh my god, look what we caused. Hey you both didn't, it was just his demons he had. The grief tool over, clouding his judgement.

They both get up, where you going to get our stuff. What about Johnny, he has his sisters, and parents. Dad has only you, well I have to confess something. Were together, I'm glad he's happy. He deserves that much, so your our step dad. Why did Dad not tell us, because he wanted to ease it on you both. See how he always thinks about us, and our feelings Ashton.

I go into the room to see Sunil awake ans crying, where did they go. They went home to, but before I could finish he interrupts. They left without saying bye, they no longer care for me do they. He crys more, hey Amore its not like that. How would you know, you don't Fab. I hug him, Their. But he doesn't let me talk, their never coming back are they.

Sunil's POV

I get up and go to their rooms, I walk in to Mattia's room. I have covered everything,Amore you covered their stuff yes I wasn't sure when or if theg were going to comeback.  The door knocks ill get i Fabio says, I go downstairs. What's with the bags I ask, were moving back In. I jump into their arms and hug them, I walk Ashton and Mattia into their room. You covered it up, yeah I did not want anything to get damaged. Plus I did not know when, or if you were gonna comeback.

Later
Sunil, please go make up with Johnny. He just had your best interest at heart, Ashton says Because you was like that too, you did thing for me in my best interest to protect me. Fine I'll go see him, plus he probably need to see you. He been really worried about you, he became distant. But I'm only doing this for you both I say, just don't tell Fabio jt has to come from me. Dad you need to finish this to, he passes me the paper of the tribute song to my mom. Ashton reads out,
dear mom its good to know your not in pain, I'm glad the presure in you life has gone away.

Your a great mom,

I hope you know I miss you everyday

The road I'm on is Is full of pain

My life without you is so hard. I'm afraid

Every night I pray and cry myself to sleep.

I go to Johnny's door, his mom opens it with shock. Hey mom, it's so good to see you she says while hugging me. How are you, I'm better now. What's wrong with your voice, and what do you mean now. You don't know, no I was told nothing. I had treatment. omg my little boy I'm so sorry. If I knew I would of came to visit, its ok mom. He in his room, I go in the house and all memories come back. I go into his room, oh look who finally came to see me. Im so happy you did, I was hoping you would everyday I waited for you.

I hug Johnny, I'm sorry I was angry with you. I know you reported Fabio to protect me, I always will Johnny says. He goes to kiss me I knod,I'm sorry he says I just miss you. Johnny you made this choice, not me. I did try my best, but you said you wanted out. I know And I regret it, but I accept you with Fabio. I will always love you Johnny, I will to he replies. He hugs me and kisses me on the head, what's this he says as a piece of paper falls out. He opens it oh I know, you need to finish it. I begin to cry, hey its ok. It's just I can't do it I just break apart.