Sunil's POV
Kevin looks at me and looks scared, I walk up to him. He walks back, I stop. Kevin im sorry, I'm just going through alot right now. I'm sorry I shouted at you, I open my arms for him to hug me. I did not mean to shout at you, it was terrible of me. I should not if took my anger out on you, he runs off. Kev I'm sorry, Gavin walks in. Dad it gonna take him time, It can't he needs me so much. I know dad, but you made this happen. Ga...vin you never spoke to me like this, I don't mean it like that dad. I'm sorry, what's going on with you dad. Just, its me Johnny says walking down the stairs. I've made him angry, but he won't forgive me. Oh dad, come one not again. I'm sorry Sunil, Johny hugs me and whispers. It's ok I got you, you did not have too. I did, I did not want the kids to know. Thanks, but you need sort this out or tell the kids.
I know I say, he needs too. Yes he does Sunil, Johnny breaks the hug I got to go. Fabio comes down, Amore want me to make dinner. He kisses me, I'll help you Fab. We go into the kitchen, I don't speak much. I'm just so angry and hurt, that he is faking all this for the kids. So I just talk to to Krew the whole time, I'm here to Amore you know. FABIO STOP THE BULLSHIT OK, HE KNOWS. I'm gonna go krew, no dont I say. I am sorry,FABIO JUST SHUT UP PLEASE. No, krew leaves. I am sorry but I have to do this, fuck your sorry it means nothing Fab. Just tell the kids, do it for them. Or I'll tell them, I don't give a shit no more.
I begin to sing
Telling myself I won't let this go there
But now I know that it will, do you even care
Trying to wash away all the pain I felt
This is a burden you will also share, you became the sinner in my cold prayer
Our soul once intertwined, by our love and passion
The darkenss in the distance has returned, come to take me whole
From the way you being with me
But this time how can I resist it
Oh I love you and I hate you at the same time
You and I drank a curse from the same vine
Oh I love you and I hate you at the same time
You became the poison in my life
Hiding all my pain in the daylight, from the kids
Oh I'm running from the darkness but it always follows
Oh so I'm running to the darkess, running to the darkness
Oh I love you and I hate you at the same time
Telling myself this was the last time
Can you give me break, have some mercy that you can find
I'm down on my knees all over again
After you promised that you will never let that happen
Deep down is where I'll go, Lord I don't want too
Try to follow the light away from the dark, but it's to dark
You promised to never leave in the end
The darkenss in the distance has returned, come to take me whole
I'm begging for this cycle to end
Oh I love you and I hate you at the same time
You and I drank a curse from the same vine
Oh I love you and I hate you at the same time
You became the poison in my life
Hiding all my pain in the daylight, from the kids at night
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Fabio's Colombo's Gay Chronicles
FanfictionAfter Johnny calls it Quits with Sunil and their kids leave, Sunil is all alone which causes him to make rash decisions which could cause alot of grief. A Italian saviour come and saves Sunil, from making another one of his worst choices that would...
