PRE-BREAK UP NOTE
Dear Leah,
It's been almost 4 years with you. What a wonderful years. Nothing is a waste of time. I can't believe we came into 2020 together and now I am going into 2024 without you. It kinda sucks not having you here anymore. You were an important chapter in my story but I think, this is the end of the line for us.
I've been thinking about this for some time, and despite our efforts to make our relationship work, we can't seem to shake the feeling that we feel more like friends than romantic partners. It's no secret that we've been having issues lately. I feel like we have both tried our hardest to make this work, and nothing seems to be bringing us back to where we used to be. I am emotionally exhausted, and I'm sure you are, too.
No matter how painful the ending was, i will always be grateful. Maybe, it was meant to happen that way. There's so much I learned from you and learned about myself. Thank you for making those four years memorable. I will never regret you or wish that I never met you.
-Jason
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POST BREAK-UP NOTE
Dear Jason,
Sorry kung napakahaba na naman nitong message ko. alam ko medyo matagal na rin ng huli tayong nag-usap but I just want to say Good bye, for good. At gusto ko lang din magpasalamat sayo.
Salamat dahil nakilala kita, nakasama kita at minahal kita.
Marami na tayong pinag usapan, marami na tayong pinuntahan, yung mga tawanan, kulitan, harutan, biruan.
Mga late night rides and overlooking places-siguro kung babalikan ko man ang mga lugar na napuntahan nating dalawa ay lagi kitang maaalala.
Salamat sa pakikinig at pag suporta.
Salamat sa pagpapangiti, pagpapatawa, pagpapakilig.
Salamat sa pag intindi at pag unawa
Salamat sa yakap at halik.
Salamat sa lahat.
Sinubukan naman natin. Nakakalungkot man pero okay na yun. Wala akong regrets dahil naging masaya naman tayo. Ganun siguro talaga ang buhay. Alam ko may rason bakit tayo pinagtagpo. May rason kung bakit dumaan tayo sa buhay ng isa't isa. May rason bakit hindi naging tayo. Bakit hanggang dito lang.
Sa ngayon mamahalin ko na lang muna ang sarili ko. Hahayaan ko na lang dumating yung taong nakalaan sakin. Hindi ko na ipipilit, Hindi ko na pangungunahan. Kapag lumipas na ang lungkot at handa na ulit tayong mag-usap, sana maging magkaibigan pa rin tayo.
Ingat lagi, Jason. Alagaan mo rin ang sarili mo. I will always cheer for you, silently. Wishing you the best in life and in love. Hiling ko na sana matupad mo ang mga pangarap mo. At katulad ng pangako natin sa isa't isa. Isa pa rin ako sa papalakpak sa tagumpay mo.
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Inner Thoughts
PoetryThis is not just a compilation of poems, prose, monologues and one shot stories, but it is a piece of my heart. Every word, every sentence, and every story in this book has been beautifully assembled over time, with love and care. This is a book fil...
