Never Let Go - Danisnotonfire x Reader

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Back to youuu!

"Y/n, wake up," Phil's voice says softly.

You sit up and let your eyes adjust to the light. Phil's standing beside your bed, with a tray in his hands. There's tea and toast on it.

"I made you breakfast in bed," he explains, shrugging.

You smile at him. "Thanks." Your voice is croaky.

"No problem." He sets the tray down on your bedside table. He straightens up again and plays with his fingers. "Do you want to stay in the house today?"

"Yeah, please," you reply.

"I'll stay with you. I was supposed to go to the radio show, but Dan's not here, and you kinda need me, no offence..."

You laugh. "It's fine. And thank you."

"It's okay. I'll be in the living room if you want me," Phil says, smiling and walking out.

You make yourself comfier and start to eat your breakfast. You unwillingly get sucked into a void of thought.

Would Dan come back? It would hurt Phil's feelings, and yours, if he didn't. You don't think he'd deliberately do that to you both.

Did he mean what he said? He was drunk, but some of it could have been true. You really don't want it to be.

What would Phil do when he saw Dan? Would he shout? Would they have a massive arguement?

Does Dan still love you?

You can't answer that, but you're dreading what he's going to say when he comes back.

(A/N: I kinda suck at writing out thoughts... xD Sorry)

You push the flow of thoughts to the back of your mind and take another bite of toast.

You pick up your laptop and look at your youtube channel. The last time you uploaded a video was three weeks ago.

You curse and decide to be productive.

You finish off your toast, drink a bit of your tea and set up the camera.

All that you have to do is get ready. You look in the mirror apprehensively.

Your eyes are slightly bloodshot, and there are dark circles under them, more dark than usual.

Nothing a bit of makeup won't fix. You're not sure what to do about your bloodshot eyes, though. You could always edit it so your eyes look more... eye-coloured.

You decide to do that, as your video is way overdue anyway, and you can't afford to wait any longer.

You start picking out clothes to wear. You decide on a floaty red flowery top, and black leggings.

Then you move onto makeup. You make sure cover up all your signs of fatigue with concealer and foundation. Next, you apply a small amount of blusher and a light shade of lipstick.

Finally, you put eyeliner and mascara on, flicking the eyeliner at the edges. You look in the mirror again.

"Okay, I look alright. What now... oh, video ideas," you say to yourself.

You think for a moment, before deciding on a Q and A. You open up Twitter and say:

Doing a Q and A :) Ask me something!

You sit back and sip your tea, waiting for the questions to come in. You quickly turn the laptop's sound down, not wanting to be bombarded with 'PING!' 'PING!' every second.