UNEXPECTED ROMANCE 🔞

HAPPIER THAN EVER~~

"I'm really sorry for what happened earlier... I was just rechecking this chapter... and I accidentally... published it... really sorry for killing your excitement, Eoreobun🥺... anyway let's just enjoy another chapter, rollercoaster of emotions..."

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In the group of unfamiliar faces, he finds him again... the one he loved the most... at first, He desperately wanted him to become his... but then he understood why people only watch the moon from afar... honestly he was not okay... he always feels like he was dying from inside... his heart was in so much pain that it physically hurts... nobody knows how many times he sat in his room and cried, how many times... he lost his hope to live... how many times... he had to hold back his tears... it hurts... It hurts because sometimes you got to be your own hero and save your own heart because sometimes the people you can't live without can live without you...

he needed an answer about where to go..?? to the left, where nothing's right...or to the right, where nothing left... and there, he chose the right... where nothing was left from him... and so he could start a new life for himself... away from him and his past... and everything... he didn't want to selfish over a man who was married to another woman... Therefore, he stepped back... and started a new life... It wasn't easy for him to move on from his past... Until... He came... his new friends and his daughter...he was happy again...

And now that he finally found him again... he was more than 'happy'...

"Jake..??"

It didn't take him even a moment to recognize Him... those cold dead eyes Not the type which drowns you in, But the type which makes you feel a little more alive. The ones which look cold; But deep inside, give warmth. They were beautiful. They made him feel beautiful. But beneath those eyes, he could see emotions Or the things which he never told. Some fears, some regrets. The silence narrated stories, With the soft roaring waves. It held some secrets, some lies. Something that was imperfectly perfect. he found a... something in his nothing. Something that he needed to hold on to. Some fears, some tears, And some illusion... his dead curved up lips in a smirk... he can recognize him in a million dollar people... It's not his fault that he can recognize him... it was him, who looked exquisite even in the midst of exotic faces...

The way he looks at wine, then smelling it... and biting his lips after sipping his drink... it seems like he really enjoys it while doing it... a sign that he is indeed a playboy... it was fine when he was looking at him from afar... but then he slowly realized that he was coming to him... the moment was stopped for him... He and him... no one else... if only could he hug him and tell him that He still misses him... he never fell out of love with him... it was the situations which made him do that... leaving him for his family and the woman who saved him from the heavy rain... His savior, that's what he called her... For her, for him... he did it... and didn't want to break his savior's heart by stealing her husband...

there were so many reasons... about why he did it... but there was no one reason for him to stay near Jake... how could he stay... he wanted his love which was never there... everything was an act just to keep him quiet... that's what he thought based on Jay's information the last person he met before leaving his everything behind... but somewhere in his fist of heart he felt Jake's warmth... but everything was ended... before it started...

"Huh..??" He tilted his head in confusion... when he saw Jake walk past him... he turned his back and saw... it was Jake and His wife... hugging each other and she kissed Jake on his cheek... He bit his lower lips controlling his anger and tears... but seeing him... laughing together... talking while Jake's hand was on his wife's waist... made the tears roll down to his cheeks...