Newt Imagines :) | UNDER CONSTRUCTION

#46

THE DEATH CURE SPOILERS BELOW!

Y/N's pov:

"How could you?" Newt screamed at me.
"How could I what?!" I yelled back. I hadn't done anything wrong.
"You took Minho's side!"
"Because he was right!" I broke down in tears, knowing that he was overreacting because of the flare. I took a deep breath and apologized, trying to get him to calm down.

In the process, I broke down in sobs. I wanted to hold onto him, but I couldn't move. I was violently shaking, knowing that he was slowly loosing his sanity.

Eventually Minho walked in and started shouting at Newt,
"What did you do?! WHAT DID YOU DO?!"
"NOTHING!" Newt screamed back.

Minho sat on the floor, wrapping his arms around me. He tried hushing me, and telling me it was okay.

"Shh, Y/n/n. It's okay. Everything's okay." He wiped my tears away, but more just took their place.

It was like something inside me broke. I couldn't control myself. It took so long for me to stop crying.

Even Newt got a hold of himself before me.

"Y/n, love?" Newt quietly asked, "Minho, can I be alone with her?"
I didn't hear his response. I don't even think he responded. He just got up and left without a single look back.

"I'm sorry." He whispered, tearing up, "I'm so, so, so sorry."
I wrapped my arms around him and hung on, as if the longer we stayed that way the more likely the disease would just disappear.
"You don't deserve me, and I just-"
"Don't," I shakily replied, "don't you- don't you dare say that."
"But it's true. I love you with all my heart, Y/n, and I can't stand the thought of me causing you pain. After I-"
"Don't say that Newt! I'd take all the pain in the world for you, Newt. I love you more than anything and nothing will ever change that."
"Please, Y/n. I want you to find love after me. I want you to be happy. I don't want you to live your life broken."

I kissed him and he kissed back like it was the last kiss we would ever share. Little did we know that it actually was going to be our last kiss.

"I love you."

***

We got separated and Minho was the only person who was keeping me going.
"You have to, Y/n/n. You have to."

We sat down in the berg and I reached over and held his hand. He looked down to our intertwined hands with a confused expression, but seemed perfectly okay with it.

I just needed a hand to hold. A friend.

***

Before I knew it, we were in paradise. Everything had flashed by in a blur and I thought about Newt and our last kiss.

Tears threatened to spill over my eyes just as I heard someone approaching me.

"Oh, uh, hi Minho." I quickly wiped my tears away and he sat down next to me.
"Y/n? I can I talk to you?"
"Y/n?" I questioned, "You never call me by anything but my nickname." He looked down to the ground. "Oh, this is serious? Is everything okay?"
"What- oh yeah. Everything is alright." He scratched the back of his neck and stated, "I, um, I just have to tell you something."
"Okay." I prompted him to go on.
"I'm in love with you."

I snapped my head so I could look directly in his eyes. He was being genuine.

"Now, I'm sorry, because I know with everything about Newt that you're not ready for a relationship." He paused, "I just wanted to say that you mean a lot to me, Y/n. You always have. We can help each other with this loss together, and after if you don't feel the same way about me, I'll figure out how to get through it."