Disclaimer: THIS IS A RANT I COPIED FROM MY ACCOUNT conway- And I CUT IT IN HALF BECAUSE MOST OF IT WAS ME DRAGGING ON ABOUT THE 80's and 90's and me being salty about this account but y'all can read the full thing in my rant book on that account
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I HAVENT KEPT UP WITH A FANFIC IN FOREVER OMG IT WAS SO CRAy
Like legit it was a fan FIC I posted on Instagram and I was famous with 4000+ followers and it had up to 80 chapters
I WAS DEDICATED
and then I fucking put a border up and started writing another fan FIC and it failed before I got 5 chapters into it because I was feelin' it but not strong enough to carry on
(IM AVOIDING TELLING YOU THE FANDOM I WROTE IT FOR BECAUSE ITS SO EMBARRASSING)
But legit in this fan FIC I made THIS GIRL A WHORE
IDK WHY TF OR HOW TF PEOPLE LOVED MY WRITING THEN??????
AND IDK WHY TF OR HOW TF I MET TWO OF THE MOST BEAUTIFULEST PEOPLE ON EARTH WHILST I WAS IN THAT FANDOM
(S/o to Avery and Lucy 💦)
We ALL WROTE FOR THE SAME FANDOM AND OMG I FANGIRLED OVER AVERY SO FUCKING MUCH
EVEN THO THE FANDOM WE WROTE FOR WAS SO CRINGY, AVERY'S FAN FIC STILL MAKES ME SOB AND SOB
and that reminds me I also made another bestie on that account (she wasn't like a sister to me like Avery and Lucy were/are)
SHE was more like a coach thru lyfe and shit
I was so fucking awkward and shit back in the DAYYYYY
and I'd be like "I want a boyfriend and idk why" and she'd be like "chill bruh, you're just growing up little dude" and then we'd talk about dicks or some shit and it was like really inspirational Y'know?
But she was cRAYYY OMG She was friends with a famous vlogging family on YouTube and she FUCKIG TOLD ME THEIR LAST NAME AND I WAS LIKE OMG BRO THATS TOP SECRET
And like the kids on the channel seem sweet BUT LORDY LORD THEY WAS CRAYYYY
But we don't talk anymore BECAHSE she was homeschooled like me and shit and then she started at a public school and I never heard from her but I remember one time her friend sent me a snapchat and I just left it on open BECAHSE like what?
OMG I FORGOT TO MENTION MY MAIN BITCH JETTA IN THIS
she ain't gonna read this but she'll feel it in her heart
But I met JETTA back in that CRINGY fandom on Instagram
And WE LIKED THE SAME THINGS, WE SHARED THE SAME THOUGHTS AND OPINIONS, AND WE BOTH HAD SOME MENTAL ISSUES AND STILL DO
the only difference between us is that she's British and I'm American and she looks like FUCKING HALSEY and I'm over here looking like an off-brand Jodie Sweeten
And once she wrote a FUCKIG fan FIC for me (it was only private to our dm tho) AND AHAHAH IT WAS SO SMUTTY AND IM OLDER THAN HER BUT NOT THAT OLDER THAN HER BT I WAS STILL LIKE "DAMN CHILL LIL SIS"
But one day we just stopped talking and then she texted me a few days ago and I replied and a day later she replied and I replied and it's been like 3 days and she hasn't responded so
I don't really care
And I honestly wanna talk more about my sisters Lucy and Avery but Y'know we're just too cool for everyone so sorry
