Hidden stars [j∙jungkook ff] ●EDITING●

Chapter 19- distance

Hi guys! Sorry for not updating I have been ill and have exams so there may be slow updates! Thu sis short as it's 2:53am here and I've been writing different chapters for 5 hours. Ugh! But anything for you guys!!! Anyway hope you enjoy and plz comment, vote or message me if you have suggestions or ideas! I would really appreciate it. Thank you for reading and enjoy! Love yas~
India 💕
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Ji Hee POV
It's been around a month now, after that day. It still hurts. I still feel the pain in my heart. How could he do this to me? Why? Just why?
I just try and forget about it, just stop thinking about him. But... I can't. I see his face everywhere. I can't stop dreaming about him. I did know I felt this strong until now.
On the other hand we debut next week, but I feel lonely. I just feel like part of me is gone, like it's left me.

"Right dongsaeyung, we need to go over the ending ok? Are you alright? You seem off recently!" Nari asks me, handing my a bottle of water.
"Yes ok, I'm just distracted but I'm ok!" I fake smile a stand up again.
"Is this about Jungkook again?" The mention of his name sends my heart wildly racing and sharp pain in my head.
"No! I'm fine, let's just practice!" I lie. I'm sorry. I lied unnie. But, it hurts too much! I just can't function. I really thought he was different... so I opened my heart for the first time...
*** after practise ***
"Well done girls! " bora shouts, draging us all into a group hug.
"*cough cough* IU ermm- I'm mean Ji Hee there a call for you!" One of the staff speaks, I nod and head over to the office.
I pick up the phone.

"Hello, who is this?" I ask.
"Hello Ji Hee!" A male voice replies.
"Who is this?" I ask again,
Suddenly, load cries are coming from the other side of the line.
"Hello, are you ok? Who is this?" I ask again!
"I-I'm sooo *sniff* sorry *sniff* Ji! Your *sniff* oppa is *sniff sniff* so sorry!"
I freeze, how did he (Ji Hee's brother) find this number? Why does he think he can just say sorry and be forgiven?
"Look, I hate you! Got that? So leave me alone! I finally found people that care and reached my dreams! And when I'm successful, that's when you call!" I'm angry now.
I wait, all I can hear is crying, but I feel no pity. They hurt me, they scared me for life! Like one little sorry will fix that?
After 3 minutes of just crying, I hang up and leave.
Ughhhhhh I'm angry now. I hate them! I do!
But, why do I seek comfort from the ones I don't want to see? Why do I seek Jungkook so embrace? Why am I still hoping? Why cant I move on?
WHY!