Messed up...for Life

Beach!!

EMILY'S P.O.V.

"Baby! Where are we going?!" Crystal asks for the million time in just an hour drive to Galveston. Yes, I'm driving slow on purpose.

We finally arrive at the restaurant I was going to bring her too. I take her in. "Wow Baby! This place is so pretty!" She says. I chuckle. "You have seen nothing yet baby girl" I say as we walk inside. We don't stop at the front desk when we go in. We go in directly where I was going to. I walk to the back. The back was a beach. It was still pretty empty. I walk her to a little cave I found when I first ran away from home and came here. We go in and I have a blanket with a bunch of candy and fruit on top. To the side, I have a bench in which I have Vodka for later. I hear Crystal squeak next to me. She hugs me tight. She kisses me deep and wraps her arm around my neck. I carry her back to the beach in which we lay down in the sand. She lets go and looks out into the moving waves. I look at her and carry her to the edge of the shore. I sit her in between my legs and she rests her head back in me. She moves back and feels my packer a smile spreads in her face. I wrap my arms around her waist and slide them inside her loose crop top. I pull her crop top off and unbutton her pants to remove them along with her shoes and socks. I throw them to the other side of her and take off. I take off my pants, I was wearing some shorts under. I remove my shirt but not my binder. I pull my love up and we run to the water.

**SMUT Warning**

If you don't want to read skip to next session that says *Smut over*

We play all day. We stop only to eat fruit and very little candy. "Baby?" She asks. "Yes, baby girl?" "I love you." she says. I smile. I rest my head on top of hers. She looks up at me and kisses me. I kiss back deeply and passionately. She turns around and strangles my waist. I place my hands on her butt slightly squeezing it. I stand up with her still in my hands. I carry her to our cave I lock it. Yes, I put a little door on it. I lay her down on the blanket and slide my hands up and down her sides. Her hands go to my hair, she plays with it. I undo her bra. I remove it. My lips go to her boobs sucking at them. "Uh! Baby Mmm!" She moans. I kiss her body up and down skipping her v. I kiss her inner thigh. By now she's begging me to pay attention to her v. I tease her waist line with my tongue. I slowly remove her panties off. I rub her pussy with my fingers as I kiss her lips and suck on her neck leaving a hickey. I lower myself and eat her out slowly then faster. I go insane with her moans and begs. I insert a finger in her. Her moans get louder and I kiss her. I insert another moving it in and out of her. My mind goes to the promise Matt made me. I would someday be able to insert my cock inside this beautiful woman I love I mean like. She bites and sucks at my neck and shoulders as I insert another finger going faster and deeper. I moan when I feel my v being rubbed by her knee, her left on my nearly flat chest due to the binder her right is bringing me closer to her lovely lips. After a while, I feel her cum on my fingers as she yells my name. I take them out and show them to her and sucked on my fingers. She smiles and I lay down next to her. She inserts her hand in my boxers rubbing my clit til I cum with a loud growl. I kiss her one more time before I feel her pass out from tiredness. I bring her close. I play with her hair as I watch her sleep peacefully. I wrap my arm around her protectively. "I love you baby." I whisper once she is deep asleep. 

**SMUTT Over**

"It was the best day of my life baby! Thank you!" Crystal yells once we are outside of her house. "You're welcome love." I say. I walk her up to her drive way and kiss her one last time before she says, "Good night baby. I love you." and walks inside. I walk back to the Jeep and drive home.

I finally get home after a few minutes. I walk out the Jeep and inside. I walk to the leaving room to be met with 4 pairs of eyes. "Um...Hi?" I say awkwardly as I place my keys in my pants pockets. "Hi." They all say. "I thought you all would be asleep by now. It's already 9 pm." I say. "Yeah, we were waiting for you Sky."  Alex states. "Oh... I told you guys to not wait for me. I was actually going to stay at Crystals but I decided to come." I say thankfully I didn't stay. "I see you two had some fun." Says Matt. "Uh... Yea I took her to a beach in Galveston. We spend the day mainly on the beach." I say. "I was referring to the hickeys on your neck Sky." Says Matt. I blush. "Yea... That...Um... I'll be upstairs. Is Angela asleep?" I ask remembering we were going to talk. "No, she has actually been waiting for you. She has barely come out of her room today." Brandon says and I nod going upstairs. I knock on Angela's door. "Come in?" I hear her. "Hey!" she yells as I enter her room. She comes up to me and hugs me. "Hey, you okay? Brandon said you barely came out of your room today. You okay?" I ask her. "Yeah, I just feel confused and I need some advice of yours. Please." She says with pleading eyes. "Okay, lets talk." I say and she pulls me to her bed. "Em... You may think I'm crazy but I think I like someone and..." "and?" "and it's..." "It's a girl?" I ask. She slightly nods. "Okay.... What's wrong with that?" I ask. "I like this girl in school but she is... Very quiet and shy." She says looking down. "Then go for it just remember that it's okay for you to be you." I say. "Thank you Em....um.. hey... last night was scary but I want you to know I understand why you did it and I forgive you." She says and I nod. "Yea sorry. Hey, Um... I have something to tell you and I hope you can take it in a positive way." I say nervously. "Go ahead." She says. "I'm trans Angela. I'm a guy in a girls body...but I'm still me okay? I want you to still trust me. I can still help you and I'm here for you at any time. Even when you can't sleep. I promise I won't change anytime soon." I say nervous on what she would say. I dear to look up at her. Suprise to see a smile on her face. "I'm so happy I finally have a brother who was a girl that way he won't cheat on every girl that comes on his way! Thank You! Thank You! Thank You!" She yells and I smile. She hugs me and I hug her back. "Well, you should sleep. Tomorrow you have school there is no escape on that again." I say and she nods going under her covers. I turn off the light and walk out leaving the door slightly open. "Good night Em." I hear her say. "Good night Angi." I say and turn around going to the bathroom before heading back downstairs for a cup of water. I open the fridge looking for a cold water bottle. There is none. "Looking for this?" I hear Matt voice from behind me making me jump. I turn around and see Alex, Matt, Evan, and Brandon on the counter. Matt had a water bottle. Cold water bottle. "Yea I am." I say. He hands it to me. "You smell like alcohol" says Brandon. "I drank a bit of Vodka and alcohol." I say and sit on the counter. "Okay." he says. "What did Angela have?" asks Matt worried. "She has a crush... finish being it a girl. She knows I'm trans and accepts it." I say and jump off the counter to walk away. When my feet hit the floor I fold from the pressure on my ribs. "Shit" I say and try to breathe right. Alex helps me stand up right. "have you taken the binder off during the day?" asks Evan. I shake my head no. "Why not? You know better than to wear it longer than 8 hours." Brandon says with an 'you know better' tone. I sigh. "I'm sorry." I say and get out of Alex hold. "Good night." I say and try walking away only for Brandon to stand in front of me. "Excuse me." I say and try walking past him but he won't give in. I sigh. "Ever wondered why we waited for you? We made a deal." He says. "I'm not ready sorry." I say  "I know you aren't but you need to know some stuff. So please sit down and let's talk." He says. "I'm sorry Brandon but I can't it's not an easy topic for me. I wish to rest some tonight." I say hoping he would move but I was wrong. "Are you planning on sleeping?" Alex asks. I face him. "No. I can't sleep." I say. "I got some pills," says Evan. "I'm sorry but I'm not into meds." I say to him. "I just want to rest." I say. I look at Matt. "I think you understand how it feels to talk about it when not being ready. Please, I'm just not ready." I say to him. He nods. "Okay, We won't talk about it...under two conditions." he says. I nod. "And what is that?" "One: You will take the pills Evan said. Two: You will come talk to me when you need help and when you are ready to talk to us." he says. I nod. "Fine. I'll take them... and I promise i will." I say looking at him directly in the eyes. He nods and looks at the rest nodding. I go upstairs. Evan takes me the pill soon. I sleep. and wake and sleep again. I didn't rest from the nightmares.