Messed up...for Life

Nothing...

Skyden POV

Today no one felt like doing nothing so that is what we did nothing. We are all juat laying on the benches and cement. Some over others resting in the hot day. I know its winter but its El Paso so days are cold others are super hot. Evan and the rest are inside. Crystal went out with Jake, Kat, and Beta. Mike and the rest I dont give a fuck about. "Sky?" "Yeah?" "How bout we go for some ice cream?" Fla asks and Ed jumps up. "I wanna go!" He yells and everyone laughs. "You to go imma sit here for a while," I say and sit up on the bench from Fla's legs. "Are you all okay?" Cayden asks as he nears. I stand and help Fla and Ed up. "Ya. Just tired." Keah answers Caydens question. Fla and Ed go for the ice cream and I head home. "Hey guys!" I say as I enter without noticing Mike and Kevin were here. I instantly shut my mouth. "Hey Sky." I nod at Brandon. "Sky. Question." "Yah?" "When we go to Houston this weekend. Where are we gonna be staying? You know until we get a house?" Matt asks. "I bet we can stay at the aquarium or maybe at my moms house if my father didn't destroy it. The thing is if we stay at my moms house one of us would always have to be there to look after your guys safety," I state. "Why isn't your father dead?" Evan asks. "Yeah. Father had lots of people. Here. Houston. Italy. I'm not risking it." "So Houston this weekend? We want to go with ya'll..." Kevin says. "That would be cool! I get to spend time with my little sister!" Angi says and I laugh darkly. "Angi they won't go with us. They are going back to Italy. I don't want them near. You guys trust to fast," I say. "Why? I thought you wanted them near. For so long you wished you had them with you and now you don't? Why?" Angi says. "Because they don't know how to appreciate that. I asked mom to come back to me but that's impossible. I want people who care around me not those who fake it until they get what they want." I turn to Brandon who seemed confused. "They seem pretty cool to me? I mean they care about you." I look at Alex then back at Brandon. "They faked it guys. They were here in look of my father. Not me. They dont fucking care and trust me I dont either. I've been hurt before. Im not impressed. We are going to Houston amd without them. Im done with this shit. Ones Chris allowes me to leave I am going to fucking leave." "Sky I think we have to talk," Mike says from behind me but I ignore them. "I think you guys do need to talk," Matt says. "We have nothing to talk. What for? So they can sugar code it? Na. Im not intrested. They wanted the fucking monsternof my father? Trust me I can be cold hearted as well and even more. I dont care about them and they dont care about me, period." I walk to the kitchen and grabbed a water bottle. "You havent eaten," Alex says as I walk into the living room and sit down. I shake my head no. "Why?" Kevin
asks. I ignore.

"Sis! We got ya ice cream!" Ed yells from downstairs. I growl and stand to go downstairs. I grab the pack and walk to the kitchen to get a spoon. I walk to the living room. They were still there Angelica and Cayden too. "Why you so pale?" Fla asks. "I was burning myself up" I say. "Who are you mad with?" Ed asks. "No one. I just feel like shit. Im fone tho no worries." "No worries? You got fever." Fla says. "Tell me something new." "Well heres the new. Give your ice cream to Ed because Im taking you to bed so you can rest before you get worst." I grip my ice cream with all my force. "Dont mess with my ice cream," I say in a threating voice. They all laugh and Fla attempts to take it away. "Let go Sky!" Fla growls. "No!" I yell childish. "Dont you dare run" Fla says but it was to late he was chasing me. I run for my life but it was not long until I need to drop to my knees and breath. Running before Fla caught up. He pushes me to the bed and leans over me  Trying to catch my breath Fla takes the ice cream and plays it next to us on my bed.  He looks at me in the eyes and captures my lips on his. I slowly melt into it and my soft growls turn into moans.

SMUT

Fla's hands touch my sensitive skin making me quiver under him. I deepen the kiss and he grins on me. I touch hia face softly as he kisses my neck and collar bone. He looks up at me and I give him access to my full body. He pulls up my shirt and plays with my chest. I close my eyes. He takes off my binder as he sucks at my boobs I softly moan as my breath becomes thicker and uneven. I get goosebumps as he nears my pants buttons and belts. I pull him up and remove his shirt he does the same to mine. I look at him in the eyes and see nothing but lust reflecting mine. I kiss him deeply and passionatly. He grinds on me and I moan. He keeps himself up with one hand as the other works on my belts. He goes down and unbottons my pants with his mouth. Leaving it open I turn us around. I kiss him all the way to his waist and played with the hem for a bit. "Please baby just give it to me already," he begs. I play with his friend from over the pants. It has him going nuts. I undo his pants and pull them off.
He turn us around and attempts to remove them but growls in fustration om not being able to do so. "Fuck why you have to wear tight jean?" he says huskly. "Admit you love cheking my butt out from afar" I say and he growls. I help him with the jeans and he smiles when suceeding. I chuckle and kiss him deeply. We were just on out bottoms and he plays with the tops of my pants. Making me moan as he starts fingering me over the boy shorts. He lays down bringing me over him as he grips my ass. I get off and remove his boxers. I softly grab his cock and move my hands up and down. He moans and I place my mouth on the mushroom top and start bobbing.
He hovers me ones again and removes my boy shorts. He opens my legs and slide his hands up and down my inner thighs. Kissing the inside of my thighs he gets to my v and rubs a finger over it making me moan loudly and him covering my mouth.
His mouth slowly goes down to my v and he starts playing with it using his tongue. I go nuts as i thrust my hips up. His tongue goes into my hole and he moves it in and out of my hole. He kisses me in the lips and fingers me. He looks at me in the eyes. "Are you sure you want this?" He asks with a deeper voice. His eyes full of lust. I nod and he kisses me deeply before pulling away and lining up hit cock with my hole. He slowly inserts me. This is the firt time I ever let a guy get in me voluntarily. Ones he's inside he waits for me to nod. I bit my lip and close my eyes as I nod. He starts moving in and out of me slowly. I moan and tell him to go harder and faster. He does and he goes faster than anyone had ever gone inside me. We both enjoy this as it happens each time he goes harder and faster. Trying multiple positions as we make the best of this. I soon reach climax and he does too. He cums inside my butt hole. I lay over him trying to catch my breath. Him doing the same. He pull me to his side and covers us with a blanket. I look up at him and he kisses me deeply. He wraps his arm around my waist letting it rest over my butt as we both slowly drift off to sleep.

SMUT OVER

I wake up to a nightmare of my father when I was only 8. I look up to a sleeping Fla. I look at our position and sigh. Im his now. I for some reason smile at that. I rest my head on his chest and my nightmare kept rewining on my mind. I close my eyes feeling slight tears roll out my eyes. I try to remove Fla's hand over me but he tightens his grip and I look up at him. "Stay here baby. Don't go cut please," he mumbles as he awakes. I wipe my tears and teu to stand again. He opens his eyes and looks at me slightly crying. "Baby please wake up and stay here with me. He isnt here is in not going to hurt you baby," he says as I keep trying to set free. He finally lets go but he sits up blocking my way out of bed. He brings me into a hug in which I try to pull away only to fail and cry into his bear chest. I cry for what seemed like hours. Why cant my fatger just leave my life all at ones! I feel Fla slightly flinch and I look at him and notice I was digging my nail in his arm from my anger. I pull away and lean on the wall curled in a ball silently crying. "Baby come here. Its okay you didn't do it on purpose," Fla says as he tries to comfort me. I shake my head no as he forces me into his lap and into a hug. He kisses my head as I cry. I manage to pull away after a while and walk to the restroom. "Baby please dont. Please dont let him hurt you like this baby please," Fla says wrapping his arms around my waist. I turn around and he kisses my tears carrying me to the sink  and sitting me there. He turns to turn on the water and I slowly pull my razor from the chocker next to me. He turn to place a hand over the blade as I was to cut. "Baby look at me." I closed my eyes. "Love please." I slowly look at him and he kisses me. "Please give me the blade baby," Fla says and I do as told. He carries me under the shower and he slowly showers me as i just lean into his chest. He finishes showering us and he dries and dresses us. We walk back to the bed and he takes off the covsrs throwig them into the dirty clothes basket and puts new ones. I try helping him but he just tells me to sit and breath. I insisted but failed.

Fla sits me on the bed and sits next to me. He brushes my hair and does two braids. I look at him and he smiles at me. I grab the hair brush from his hands and brush his hair. "Baby?" "Yeah?" "Did you like it? or was it just at the moment?" he asks unsure of himself. I sit next to him and smile. "I liked it. It was something I wanted. I wouldnt had allowed you if i didnt want it. Thank you baby..." I stand from the bed and grabbed my phone from the floor it had fallen. We have been up here for three hours now. I hope they are not here anymore. I sigh. "Are you going back to Houston with us?" I question. "I am not easy to get rid off. Jaylin will be staying here though. With Ana. She wants to look after Jaylin because here Jaylin has Chris as a doc and that way he will be well fed and stuff. So he's staying here. I will come visit ones a week though and I will pay for my babys needs." I nod and rub my eyes. "We should head downstairs again," Fla says and I nod.

We walk downstairs and they weee still there. I grab the melted ice cream from Flas hands and walk to the kitchen. Angela was reading to Angelica.
I look at everyone and walked outside and into the picnic table everyone was in and sit next to Kaylub. "So how was it?" Keah asks moving his eyebrow up and down. I blush deep red as they laugh at me. I cover my face. "So? Talk." Izik pressures. "It was amazing. Thats all I am willing to say," I say and stand with my hand raised still blushing red. "Oh come on give us something more," bubble head urges but i shake my head no. "Aww you no fun!" Ty says laughing. "Shut up!" I say trying to control the blushing. "Sky can we talk?" Chris and Emmet say as they near. I look confused and nod. Following them to their house.

Ready to face my lesson wither I was allowed to go to Houston or not...

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HEY GUYS!

Sorry for the late update I have no wifi on my computer so I cant publish. Im doing this from my phone and it takes forever.
I'll try to update asap

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