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I grab one. Stabbing it in my arms, until all I could see was blood, and I hear Zay and Dy talking outside. I stand up washing my arms. The feeling of being alive came with every cut. I look at my arms and notice I forgot my hoodie again. I sigh. I walk out going straight into my closet. I pull out my black hoodie and get myself into it. "Why the hoodie?" Questions Alex. "I'm cold" I mumble. "Have you hurt yourself since last time I saw you?" Asks Dy. I nod. "Why?" "Cuz'" I says and lay back down. I can still feel the blood running out of my skin. I hear my phone vibrate. I left it in the couch of my room. I look at it numbly then someone grabs it. I follow he hand. It belongs to Zay. He looks through it as I wonder who it was. "I don't know who this is because of all the weird letters that I can't unscramble but he or she send a threat on killing you if you spoke up.... Who is it?" Says Zay. I shrug not wanting to tell him. "Em I don't know who this is but if you don't tell me, I will track the phone number and find out who it is." Zay says. I look at him and stand up slowly, grabbing the phone but Zay won't give it to me. "I need to see the name... so I won't give you the wrong name." I say calmly. he frowns. "Two things. One. Why are you so calm?, Two. Is there more than this person?" He asks. "Can I please just have my phone back?" i say sitting at the edge of my bed. "Not until you answer me." he says. Dy is looking at me weirdly. "Zay give her the phone." He orders. Zay hands me my phone which i grab easily. I make sure to not uncover my wrists and hands that i bet have blood on them. I look through my phone and see the message was from Jurat. I sigh and throw my phone back to the couch. "So who was it?" Zay asks. "A cop. Nothing new." I mumble laying back down. "Sky? Why does your phone have blood from where you touched it?" Asks Dy. I look at him he had grabbed my phone. I don't answer instead just look at the wall. "Let me see." Zay orders. I shake my head no. "It's not a question its an order." He says. I don't move. I hear Alex sigh and sit next to me. "Hey, let me see your arms will you little one?" he says softly. For some reason i turn to face him. He reaches out his hand which I look at for a while. "Please." he says. I slowly give him my arms. By the time I noticed I had given it to him he already had a grip in it. I look down as he slowly pulls my sleeves up. I flinch but he won't let go. I feel his eyes on me once the sleeve is half ways through my upper arm. I feel a few tears run down my face. I cover my wrist and my face with my hands, to fast that Alex wasn't able to stop me. I feel someone hug me but I push them away and lock myself in the bathroom. I sit in the toilet top. I let the tears roll down. I hear a few sobs come from myself. Why! Why do I need to be alive. I want to die! I grab a piece of glass and pull my pants down cutting my thighs and legs. I pull my pants back up and continue with my stomach, then with my shoulders and deeper in my arms and where i could see my veins. I'm breathing fast. I try to focus but it hard. I'm hearing voices and having flashbacks. The last thing I remember before my nightmare invaded my head was someone hitting the door.

Alex P.O.V.
"She's going to hurt herself." I say "Indeed." Zaylian says. I roll my eyes and look at Brandon. "Hey guys, thanks for the help but I think we got this from here." Brandon tells Zay and Dy. They nod and walk out and downstairs we can hear them leave. "They are no help." Brandon says walking towards the bathroom. I knock. "Hey little one open up. They left." I say but hear no movement or crying. I look at Brandon. His face goes pale. "Em open up! Open up now!" He yells as he tries opening the door. We take turn trying to open the door that was locked, before we hear someone come into the room. We look at who it was. It's Fla. "Move Back." He orders and we do as told. He kicks the door near the knob with such force it opened. What we see inside is a crime scene. Fla gets Em and lay her down in her bed, not carrying she was a bloody mess. He lays her. He looks at her for a while, and so do we. He take out his phone calling someone.

Fla's P.O.V.
I got a message from Ed telling me to check on Em because she was crying last night. I walk out of my room and out I go. As I was about to press the door bell I hear movement upstairs. I ring the doorbell​ but no one answers it. I turn the knob and run upstairs making out what Alex and Brandon where yelling. I go into Em's I see them trying to open the door. I order them to back off and I kick the door open. When the door opens I saw exactly what I was expecting. Emely was unconscious and full of blood. I take her to her bed and lay her down. I look at her trying to figure out what to do. To take her to the hospital or call Ty and Emmet for help on what to do. After a while I don't​ seem to make my mind clear it was racing. I decided to call Ty. I walk out the room. Alex follows me but Brandon stays behind. "Hey Fla what surprise you called me!" I hear Ty's usual joyful tone. "Yea I finally call. Right?" I say as joyful as I can but it's not enough. I'm at the verge of tears. I can't loose Emely. "Hey what's wrong? What's the matter?" He asks through the phone. I try to find my voice. "I need your help." I finally say. I get a hold of myself. "Okay... What's the matter?" He asks not as joyful anymore. "Ed told me to check on Em since she was crying last night. When I did Brandon and Alex where trying to open the door. I opened it.... Only t-to see Em unconscious. She is bleeding as hell." I say as a few tears roll down my eyes. "I was just making my way back to El Paso from San Antonio. I'm now on my way to Houston. Emmet and Chris are coming with me. For now try to heal her injuries and make sure she wakes up. Give me a call when she does. I'm still going to Houston. I need to know why she did it." He says through the phone and I nod. "Okay." I say and bit my lower lip. "Okay I'll see you later." He says and hangs up. I look at Alex who just hugs me. I hug him back softly crying. "Shh she's going to be okay. I promise you that. We just need to stop the bleeding. Ty is already on his way right?" Alex asks and I nod as I wipe my tears away. "Okay then. Let's go back in and stop her bleeding." He says and we go back in. "Do you guys have a bucket I can use to clean the blood?" I ask. Brandon nods and goes downstairs. I get a shirt from her closet and Alex gets the first aid kit. I sit back down next to her and wet the shirt. I softly start cleaning up her shoulder and down. Brandon works on the other side and hands Alex a towel. We all work silently on cleaning her up. Once done we just sit in the couch in her room. "What time is it?" Alex asks. "3:10... Evan and the rest should get here soon. We should make something to eat." Brandon says. Alex nods. "What if we order something instead it's late already." Alex recommends. "Sure I'll go ahead and order something." Brandon says and we hear a car turn off. "There here" Alex says to both Brandon and I. I numbly nod not moving my gaze from the floor. We hear everyone talking downstairs. Alex and Brandon go downstairs to greed them. I sit next to Em. "Hey lil one. Please wake up. You need to wake up. Please for me." I say with tears in my eyes and my voice breaks. I take a deep breath. I lay down next to her, hoping she would wake up. I stair numbly at the roof. I was so in thoughts that I didn't hear someone walk in until someone touches me and I jump. I see it Matt and Evan. I wipe my tears away. "Hi." I say. "Hi. How are you?" Evan asks. I nod looking at Em. "I'm okay. How about you guys?" I ask. "We are okay. A bit stunned but okay." Says Matt. I nod. "How is she?" Evan asks. "He will be fine. He need to gain her energy back. She needs to wake up." I say as my voice cracks. "He will wake up, he's strong." Says Matt and I nod. I lay back down next to her. "Have you eaten?" Evan asks me. I shake my head no. "I'm not hungry either." I say. "You need to eat. You can't let yourself down." Evan says. I nod. "I'll bring you something to eat once the food gets here." He says and I just nod again. "Has she been doing drugs? Do you guys know?" I ask. "No we haven't seen her do drugs. Why?" Matt says. "Just wondering. He's very good at hiding things from the world." I say and close my eyes. "How are you feeling? Be honest. I can tell you are not okay." Matt asks strictly. I shake my head. "Doesn't matter." I say. "It does matter you matter" He says. I sigh. "I'm just a bit off. Have been having some negative thoughts that's all." I say. "Suicide?" Matt asks. I nod. "I feel like giving up but I know I have to stay strong."

"Em wake up little one." I shake her. Hoping she will wake up. I been trying to wake her up by the past hour. She's pale. She looks dead she hasn't moved. Ty should get here soon. I lay back down. My phone vibrates. "Hello?" I say. "Hey what's the address again?" Asks Ty. I give him the address and hang up. Five minutes later I hear the door bell ring and run downstairs. Matt had opened it up. I run into Emmets arms. He hugs me tight. I break down. "Hey man look at me. Calm down. You need to calm down for us okay?" He says making me look at him in the eyes. I nod. "Okay good." He says and I hugs Ty and Chris. "I'm guessing she hasn't woken up do to you not calling me?" Asks Ty. I nods. "She hasn't woken up. She lost lots of blood." I say looking down.
"Uh...okay. Mind if we see her?" Chris asks Alex who looks at me. "They aren't like Zaylian and Dylian." I say and he slowly nods but I know he trust Ty.

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