Officially Yours 2 [COMPLETED]

Nights

Jennie

4 days have past and finally pumayag na si Dad na lumabas na ko ng hospital. Hindi pa ganun kagaling yung mga galos ko at yung paa ko but I can definitely walk already, paika ika nga lang dahil medyo masakit pa yung isa, so, I still have to use mh crutches but atleast nakakatayo na ko unlike the past few days. Atlast Dad allowed me na sa bahay na lang magpagaling ng tuluyan. Mabuti naman dahil sobrang bored na ko dito sa ospital sa totoo lang. Wala na kong ibang ginawa kundi kumain, matulog, magscroll sa cellphone ko, at manood sa Netflix. May mga times na kinakamusta ko yung team ko sa New York regarding sa launching but seems like Mina handled everything well according to my instructions. It's a big relief na meron akong assistant/friend na alam yung mga gusto ko at ayaw ko pagdating sa trabaho. Having Mina actually makes my life easier as a Marketing Head. Palagi ring dumadaan sina Momo, Seulgi, at Dahyun para kamustahin ako pagka out nila galing sa kanya kanya nilang trabaho. Swerte ko rin kasi si Irene dito nagtatrabaho at kapag may time siya, binibisita niya rin ako. Kahit papano may kausap ako kapag wala si Dad. Sobrang busy kasi ni Dad lalo ngayon na papalapit na yung University week tapos yung research week malapit na rin, kaya mostly gabi na siya nakakapunta rito. Nung mga unang araw dito pa siya natutulog pero dahil nakikita kong nahihirapan siyang matulog sa couch pinapauwi ko na lang siya sa bahay para makapag pahinga siya ng maayos at dahil makulit ako napapayag ko naman siya. Sabi ko kaya ko naman ang sarili ko at may mga nurses namang nabisita sakin from time to time. Kilala rin kasi nila ko dito, lalo na yung mga matatagal nang empleyado dito. Kaya naman pumayag na lang den si Daddy. Bago na lang siya pumasok sa umaga ay sinisigurado niyang dumaan dito para kamustahin ako bago siya pumasok ng trabaho.

Hindi rin mawala sa isip ko yung gabing nagkita kami ni Lisa sa visitor lounge ng hospital pero pagtapos ng gabing yun hindi ko na ulit siya nakita. Hindi na siya ulit dumalaw or sumilip man lang dito sa kwarto ko. I felt a sting in my heart thinking na she really don't care about me anymore. Pero kabaligtaran naman si Seungho. He's always here visiting me, telling me about his day but in reality I don't give a fuck about his day. But because I don't want to be rude, I always pretend na I'm interested or I'm listening pero ang totoo lumilipad naman ang isip ko. A part of me was still thinking about her. Thinking na nasa iisang building lang kami but yet she's seems so far and I cannot reach for her. There are times pa nga na nagigising ako ng hatinggabi kasi I felt someone is in my room who's always giving me a goodbye kiss. But when I opened my eyes wala namang tao and I end up being disappointed kasi nananaginip lang pala ko. It happens to me every night. I actually felt excited na matulog coz kahit sa panaginip lang I can be with her. I can feel her kissing me goodnight. I know and I'm sure na siya yun kasi I can still smell the perfume I gave her which I love and that familiar warmth of her lips against my forehead. Hindi ako pwedeng magkamali na siya yun. Those dreams felt so real na parang ayaw ko nang imulat ang mga mata ko kasi I don't want my dream to end. I want to be with her every single night. It may sound pathetic but those dreams help me stand being here in this hospital for four freaking days. And now that the day has come, babalik na ko sa bahay but I'm still hoping na sana she still visit me in my sleep and give me a goodnight kiss. God I miss her!I miss her so much! I wonder what she's doing right now. I want to see her. Kahit sa malayo lang, kahit sandali lang.

My thoughts were cut ng biglang bumakas ang pinto and I saw my Dad walking in. He smiled at me and I did the same but my eyes went wide when I saw the figure behind him. The person that I badly want to see. The person that I missed so much. It's her and she's here in flesh. I slightly slap my face to confirm that this is not a dream and yeah it's not. Nakita ko naman na slight siyang ngumiti after seeing what I did but she swiftly diverted her eyes to my Dad. Umupo sila sa couch and mukhang may seryoso silang pinaguusapan. Hindi ko alam kung ano yun kasi maedyo malaki tong kwarto at malayo yung hospital bed ko sa couch kung saan sila naguusap. Luckily, she seems so into their discussion kasi hindi niya napapansin how I intensely staring at her right now. It gives me time to study her. She really didn't change after all these years. She's still the same gorgeous woman that I love except that her hair is now short and color ash grey. But she still looks so fab even with the slight change of appearance. I am not complaining kasi her looks suits her well. I automatically looked down and shifted my gaze on the floor ng makita kong tumayo ka na. I don't want you to caught me staring at you.