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A story about a girl that finally finds the will to live after years of being tormented by her ruthless past, just to have it reach to her once more, coming back with the same intensity of cruelty and terror and once again erasing her just bui...
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CHAPTER 14 —————
"You got a flight tomorrow at eleven a.m. It's only you and your friend that are going back."
Eleven a.m... I looked at the huge digital clock on the wall on the airport, remembering Taeyong's words. We had half an hour before the flight, so it should have been announced any second now and I patiently waited. Too happy to be going back home, but not so satisfied that I was left alone with the brown haired guy with the most attractive sky blue eyes I've ever seen.
"Are you giving me the silent treatment after yesterday, love?" Jaemin asked, unlike earlier he went straight for that subject because whatever he tried to talk about I ignored him.
I sighed. I haven't talked to him anything since the previous night when I informed him about going home. And the only thing I said to him was "We are going back to Seoul tomorrow morning, prepare!" before I walked away without even listening if he had anything else to say. Even if he had objected, I wouldn't have cared less. I wanted him gone from my life as soon as possible.
Seemed like he wasn't any different from the rest. I had spent only a night with him and was readying to erase him from my memory. The only difference was when I thought about it I wanted to do it all over again and it was the first time ever I wanted someone again after I had had sex with them. That thought scared me for a reason I myself didn't know.
I didn't want to get attached to him. I wasn't ready. After what he did to me yesterday I wasn't even sure how safe I felt around him anymore. I even sat a chair apart from him, trying not to remember the feeling of petrifaction I felt the moment he pushed me against the wall and attacked my neck like some beast. I thought I was over that scary feeling, but maybe I had just forgotten how it felt after toying men my way for so long.
But Jaemin was obviously different. He wouldn't let me do everything my own way and that's what scared me the most. I wasn't sure if him or I would be the one played and broken at the end if I kept this going. But luckily I planned to cut all connections with him as soon as possible.
"Soji talk to me!" He said almost pleadingly as he sat on the chair next to me and I turned around to face him.
I shot him an expressionless look, my tone of speaking was low and cold as I spoke up without even trying to make it. It became my normal way of speaking to him in less than a day. "What do you want me to say?"
"Anything..?" I scoffed lowly, rolling my eyes away from him without intentions of speaking any longer.
I wasn't mad at him, but I was disappointed of how things turned out. I didn't know how to act after he asked to be in the gang and threatened me, and what happened yesterday was still fresh in my mind, I didn't even know if I'd ever forget about it, about him being like that just because I said no to dating him. Or was there something more to it?
