Thorny Roses || YeonBin/TaeGyu/YeonGyu/SooKai AU✔

chapter 55

Yeonjun stepped inside his yard, his dull eyes looking forward nonchalantly as if he couldn't see where he was or why while he kept stumbling weakly on his feet, feeling like he was going to die any moment. As soon as the doorman saw him, he stormed inside, informing everyone who was inside about Yeonjun's arrival. Yoongi rushed out wide eyed immediately, running to the pink haired boy with a pale face while his heart kept pounding hardly against his chest, "I have been looking for you everywhere", he yelled as he held his brother's face between his palms, noticing how devastated he looked, making him assume that it was caused by him finding truth about himself, but he didn't even know how much had happened after that, "Yeonjun! Do you hear me?", he asked, feeling hurt at seeing the unbearable pain in his eyes.

Yeonjun slowly traveled his bloodshot eyes to his brother, meaninglessly looking into his eyes. He wasn't saying anything because he had no idea what was happening around him, his brain couldn't function at all as the time had completely stopped for him, making his mind remain in the scene that was playing in his life some hours ago. His eyes could still see blood painting the floor, making him want to throw up as if he had never seen it before. There still were traces of tears on his face, causing Yoongi to assume that he had been crying bitterly, his face was even swollen too. He looked paralyzed, so Yoongi decided not to question him further and he wrapped his arm around younger's back instead, leading him inside the house, in the warm environment. After visiting his old house and seeing the window broken, Yoongi had considered that Yeonjun had found his real identity and that was why had been disappeared so suddenly, because he wanted to be alone and not because he was kidnapped or he would have stormed back to Black Shadow's house and discharged his gun from throwing bullets at them. He was feeling heavy to see his brother in that condition and to realise that Yeonjun might hate him now, but also huge weight was lifted off his shoulders to see him healthy, at least physically.

Yeonjun suddenly felt his stomach twisting, making him come to his mind as he rushed into the bathroom, falling on his knees in front of toilet, throwing up and choking violently, Yoongi watching him worriedly as he placed himself beside him, whispering comforting words to the younger boy. Hot tears kept streaming down Yeonjun's face as he finally managed to catch his breath, quickly wiping his mouth before bursting into sobs.

"Yeonjun", Yoongi called in a caring and concerned voice, his palm running over younger's cheek, brushing his tears, "I'm sorry", he whispered regretfully, "I'm sorry that I had been lying to you, but i did it only for you i swear. I was afraid of losing you just like I lost everyone else"

Yeonjun shook his head as he closed his eyes, his body shaking from a huge coldness running into it, "I didn't want to do it", he sobbed out, "I swear, I didn't want to do it", he continued, shaking his head and covering his face, "I didn't"

Yoongi groaned heavily, assuming Yeonjun was meaning the implant and everything it had caused, "I know", he tried to console, "But it's not your fault. You only wanted to save your friend, it was our bastard father who caused the mess"

Yeonjun shook his head again, "I killed him, hyung", he said, his sobs muffling into his palms, causing Yoongi's expression to change immediately, "But it was an accident, I swear"

Blood drained from older's face as he realised that his brother was talking about something other, heavily gulping down as he took hold of his wrists and pulled them off his face, "Who?", he asked in a dreaded voice, firmly holding younger's face between his palms, "Who are you talking about?"

"H-he wanted to take me to J-Japan", Yeonjun blurted out, a rush of fear flashing Yoongi's mind at thinking that he was talking about Jimin, "I f-fought and he hit his head"

"You killed Jimin?", the older asked in a scared voice, knowing Black Shadow wouldn't forgive them if it was him, "Answer me, Yeonjun!"

"N-no, it was K-Kai", he said, not making Yoongi's fear easier since Kai was exactly the same headache as Jimin, "But I didn't want it, I swear, hyung", Yeonjun tried desperately to assure him, but Yoongi didn't need that since he believed every of his brother's words, but he was just terrified of the possible outcomes of that incident.