I woke up my zayn wrapped around me and his on top of mine . Zayn looked like an angle sleeping . My head was hurting and i had to pee bad , i thought me and zayn probley had sex but he fully dressed and usaully when were done haveing sex my legs and my private area is sore and hurts and i look at hot mess.
I went to the bathroom , i glanced kn the mirror real quick and for some reason i looked pretty , i didnt look a hot mess. I went to pee and just my fucking luck i was on my period , you know what that meant ? 3 days of argueing and total bullshit and i was going to be in a cranky mood. The boys knew when i was on my period to stay caution and stay away from me .
I took a shower and put on a shoulder off white shirt and ripped shorts. When i came out zayn was awake 'how are you up before me ?' he asked me confused 'because im half alien....'i said harshly. 'someone is snappy.' he rolled his eyes . why did he halve to start this early in the morning ? ' this is why i just cant with you sometimes ..... i need ice cream' i was being a little mean , i wasnt going to lie. 'oh gosh' he put his hand over his face 'what ?' i snarled 'are you on your period ?' he squinted his eyes at me 'YESS ! DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO BE EVERYONE'S BUISNESS ! WHY WONT YOU TELL THE WHOLE WORLD' i shouted 'i got to warn the other boys' i could tell he was frightend because the next 2 days would be hell to pay for them . I stormed out the room and slammed the door. I headed for the ice cream box and it was full i ate half of the box till harry walked in ' what the fuck ! we were having girls over tonight i was going to eat that' he pouted 'oh well ! its in my tummy....'i frowned 'i'll go in your tummy alright...' he smirked biting his bottom lip. 'harry stop being perverted' i barked 'what you want something in your stomach right?' he was trying to be serious but cracked a smile. ' i dont not want you dick in me , so go away' i stuffede my mouth with ice cream 'then stop eating my fucking ice cream' he snatched it from me 'harry stop , give it to me ' i whined 'give what to you ? this or this ?' he pointed at his pants then the box of ice cream . ' the first one...' i really meant the ice cream . ' i knew you wanted it , okay get a condom and we'll sneak to the basement' harry joked' i dont wanna have sex NONE AT ALL NO !' i folded my arms pist. 'you never turn down sex...whats wrong ?' he look so concened 'nothing.... and i do turn down sex' i growled 'megan your addicted to sex ,....weather you like it or not. thats just the way you are since 14teen ....you just have a high sex drive , its okay' harry patted my shoulder being sarcastic.i mean i did have a high sex drive since 14teen.....wait...the fuck ? how did he know ?... i never told him '14TEEN ? WHO TOLD YOU THAT?' i was so eager to know 'CAUGHT YOU ! i said you had a high sex drive since 14teen i never said you fucked anyone ....guilty conscience always get chu ' he smiled ' i didnt fuck at 14 ,15,16,nor 17 or 18 i waited till i was 19' i stutterd ' stop lieing to me , we all know you had sex with zayn at 14 MEGAN.....so how did it go ?' 'how did what go ?' 'what he say to you ? to get them jeans ?' ' i cant remeber dialouge ' i lied i remeber it by heart 'yes you do ever girl remeber there first time' he gave me a long hard stare 'okay he just said ...like umm....you want to know what sex feels like ? and i was like um yea and then we banged for an hour and it was quiet complicated....thats it , now can you go away ?' 'nope one last thing ! so after that you never had sex with him for the rest of the time you were at that highschool ?' 'no....i mean yea ' 'stop lieing and tell me' he put a straight face on 'okay no , we had went threw this phase when i was 15....' 'what phase ? what happned' ' he told me not go out out with you so i cried and ran home and later that night he came to my window i went over and then the next day we didnt it again and again and again for 3 nights a week to 4 to 5 to 6 to 7 to 8 for a year till i turnt 17 and left okay ? okay ! bye harry ' i got off the stool ' your going to finsh telling me the story later' he let me walk by stareing me down . 'psshhh.... nope' i mumbled to myself . i went back to my room and zayn was freshing up ' were are you going ?' i twisted my face up at him 'find a girl tonight .....and fix your face' he laughed ' you do that ....leave me alone here with bobby that ought be fun ' i laught stcking my thumb up ' you'd love to be home alone with him wouldnt you ?' ' you bet i would....just the thought of him naked ... i miss his body grinding on mine slowly pushing in and out making me beg for more' i was totally lineing sex with bobby was sloppy , he was to nervous all the time 'thats doesnt even threatin me your on your period ' he fake smilied 'SO IF IM NOT HAVIN SEX NEITHER ARE YOU AND THATS FINAL ' i lost my cool 'no ...but you know what i miss ? that time i fucked you senseless and made you cry ' he laugh ' you said we were never going to talk about that' i pouted 'yea but it was to funny you could barely get words out of your mouth , i still have the scars of you on back from when you grabbed on to my back kept digging your nails in it ' he smirked ' so what ? your happy about that ? you did that on purpose because you were mad at me that night ' .
'it probley sucked for you ... but it felt great for me....and when we were done you couldnt stop shaking , oh boy thats to funny ' zayn was so annoying he swore we would never talk about that night. 'what ever go have your dinner date with that girl zayn' i folded my arms and turned on the t.v and got under the blanket. 'bye hunnie' he kissed me on my forehead and slammed the door behind him.
yea..... i do remeber that night....
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Are so called love ?- (A zaynmalik & meganfox dirty love story) (IN EDITING)
FanfictionI WROTE THIS A LONG TIME AGO I WAS ABOUT 13 I THINK , SORRY FOR THE GRAMMER AND MISS SPELLS IN ADVANCE !!! Megan and zayn have toxic love and it never seems to work but they re in love they just cant explain it and no one else see's it but them . me...