' Again ? ' harry asked . ' Really zayn ? ' nicole said dissapointed . Her face started to crinkle . But she wasnt crying .... ' .... I would never stoop that low ' megan said , you could hear that her heart was shatterd . i thought mabey she would tell my secret but she didnt and now it made me look bad . Now i wanted her to confess my secret .
' just what the hell is wrong with you ? ' nicole snapped at me . Megan left before i even got a chance to apoligize for my inexcuseable manner .
' get up and go say sorry now ' nicole said shoving me . Like always i was the one chasing after megan , not once did she ever chase after me .
' Megan please dont take this out on me ..... your the only thing thats keeping me alive ' She ignoreing me .
' Im falling apart and no one even notices it ' i was beyond ready to cry but i didnt want her to see me weak .
' im pretending to be happy but im not . inside im really fucked up .... my thoughts are fucking killing me .... i know i act like i dont care but i do . And i think mabey if the less i act like i dont give a damn maybe you will dissapear and i'll have less problems ..... and i just dont know .... what do you want me to do ? i messed up , i know . smack me if you please but dont ignore me ... please , baby ' i pleaded .
' Then keep letting your thought eat at you TILL IT KILLS YOU ! You just dont get it and you never will you son of a bitch ! ' at least she was actually talking to me :[
' I deserve that . And i deserve my blood shot eye and swallen face ... i get that . But i just really need you '
' I DONT CARE ! when i needed you , where were you ? no where in sight . So fuck what you need now , i dont care if you needed me more now then ever even if your life depended on it .'
' oh my god then shut up and dont bitch about anything anymore , bitch ' i scolded her .
' so go back in with nicole .... fuck .... she doesnt do anything better then me anyway ' she screamed
' she does everything better .' i lied
' bye zayn ' she brushed shoulders with me as she walked back inside .
' complete , bitch '
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Are so called love ?- (A zaynmalik & meganfox dirty love story) (IN EDITING)
FanfictionI WROTE THIS A LONG TIME AGO I WAS ABOUT 13 I THINK , SORRY FOR THE GRAMMER AND MISS SPELLS IN ADVANCE !!! Megan and zayn have toxic love and it never seems to work but they re in love they just cant explain it and no one else see's it but them . me...
