Are so called love ?- (A zaynmalik & meganfox dirty love story) (IN EDITING)

Blind sided

*PHONE CALL*

' Hey baby its zayn ...'

' you miss me already eh ? i just left '

'yea i know but im lonely ... you want to sleep over with me ?'

' emmmm ... yea, yea let me just get my stuff togather and ill be right over '

'alright take your time '

*PHONE CALL ENDS*

I know what your thinking ... im wrong but im not technically im dating her so i cant do what ever .... i wasnt planning on having sex with her or nothing like that .

An about 1hour later perrie arrived . She changed into her p.j's and put on the movie " The notebook" things did get tense and spicy i made out with perrie a couple of times but stopped so it didnt get to that certain point .

' ill be right back im going to get some ice cream' i went down stairs and went to the kitchen i looked over megan was on harry lap making out with them . They were so busy sticking each other tounge down one another throats they didnt even relize i was standing right there watching .

I felt betrayed , used , and most importantly lonely , i felt like i was fading like i was dissapearing and no one cared i lost track of who i really was , hitting megan wasnt me i didnt understand why i was turing into this monster . I felt like someone stuck a knife in my back and i didnt reconigze it till now and now i actually think about it bobby doesnt even like sandwiches he was a very picky eater  the only two people who actually at sandwich were niall and harry and now that i really think about it  the other day i didnt see harry all day neither did i see megan O__O

No fucking way .... they were .... having sex behind my back . O__O

What the fuck ?

I was played this whole time .