Now Or Never

*Death Or Alive?*

Amelia layed her on her side while you called for help.

Owen Hunt: What happend?!
Amelia Shepherd: Started seizing i'm thinking a bleed in her brain but i'm not sure page Derek!
Owen Hunt: He's in surgery!
Amelia Shepherd: I'll have to do it then! OR here we go!

You ran to the OR-galery and watched the surgery. Arizona wasn't answering any calls or texts so she didn't know that Sophia was in surgery.

Alex Karev: Hey you, evrything okay?
Y/N: Dear god Alex! I'm fine.
Alex Karev: Are you sure?
Y/N: Yes i'm fine.
Alex Karev: Then why are tou fidgeting with your fingers?
Y/N: Because i want Sophia to pull through okay!
Amelia Shepherd: You're allowed to watch but shut up!
Y/N: I'll go.
Alex Karev: Y/N wait!

You ignore Alex and start walked to the changing rooms while Alex kept calling your name and following you.

Y/N: Okay Alex i'm gonna change so if you want to see boobs be my guest and walk in there!
Alex Karev: I'll find you!

You changed back into your scrubs. You walked out of the room and got pagrd to Bailey's office.

Y/N: For the love of god don't fire me..
Derek Shepherd: Hey Y/N-
Y/N: Why does everyone walk up behind me like that!
Derek Shepherd: I just wanted to let you-
Y/N: Go to the galery of OR 2 and watch, i have to go.

You walk to Bailey's office and close the door.

Miranda Bailey: Doctor Drew, have a seat!
Doctor Drew tell me, why are you still here?
Y/N: Excuse me?
Miranda Bailey: I gave you the day of and you're here-
Y/N: I know the protocal doctor Bailey, i'm not helping Sophia or Callie i just visit them as friend or family.
Miranda Bailey: Doctor Drew!
Y/N: Look i have patients can i go check on them to see if they're not dead?
Miranda Bailey: Well no, you will change out of those scrubs and go home!
Y/N: And what if i don't?
Miranda Bailey: You'll be suspended for 2 weeks!
Y/N: Fine.

You walk out of her office without realizing what you said. You went the coffee-cart outside and got coffee.
You went back inside and changed into your clothes again and walked home.

Y/N: Arizona?
April Kepner: Y/N?
Y/N: Where is she?
April Kepner: Not here..
Y/N: Okay then.

You walked upstairs and packed a bag.

Y/N: How long is it walking to Derek's place?
April Kepner: You're not breaking uo are you?
Y/N: She wants space i give her space. So how long?
April Kepner: I'll drive you.

The whole carride it was silent.

Y/N: Here are the keys. I'll see her at work.
April Kepner: Don't-
Y/N: Just leave April i'll be fine.

April left and you sat on the porch. A few hours later Amelia arrived with Zola, Bailey and the new baby Ellis.

Y/N: Let me help with that..
Amelia Shepherd: Sophia's surgery went well!
Y/N: Can i stay here tonight?
Amelia Shepherd: Yeah of course! Only if you help with these.. angels-
Y/N: Come on guys let's go inside and have some dinner shall we!
Zola Grey-Shepherd: Yes! What are we eating?
Y/N: I don't know yet but we will figure it out!