my diary

July 3rd 2021

today was fun! I thought I wasn't going to do anything all day, so I did my makeup and posted a video on my private TikTok account. then my mom left to go to a pool party. she said she would be there all day so if u wanted to come later then I could. I told her I didn't want to go at the moment because I was doing my makeup. once she left Samantha came to the door. I texted my mom and asked if she could take us to the pool. we went to the pool but Samantha had to leave early to go to a party. then we watched fireworks. there was people in the neighborhood doing crazy fireworks so we just watched those. last night I texted Ben and told him I lost his number. I tried not to sound like I wanted him to give it to me again, but he did. which is fine of course, but I wouldn't know what to say. after a while, I just decided to say "what do I say rn" I was scared he was gonna say "who is this" and I was so happy he didn't. he said "idk dawg" I just left him on that because I didn't know what to say. just got back from watching fireworks and now I'm gonna go to bed. sorry this was a short one but I will see you soon!