Energy - SJ

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A/N
Hi so basically Wednesday was my birthday and it was a great day so that's why I haven't been posting, I'll be posting more frequently however, ideas are quite difficult to think of so if I disappear, I can't think of anything 💓

Also the reason this story is kinda really random is because this is a side of depression no one talks about, and from personal experience, I only get up to write these stories so I hope you all know you are helping me. :)

All rights reserved! This is my own story!

Plot: Y/N isn't feeling good so Scarlett helps her out a bit :)
Warnings: lack of motivation, implications of depression, panic attack but all fluff
Reader is 16 years old
Words: 2000+

Y/N's POV
Today I did not wake up in a good mood and I am not motivated at all to film today. I haven't been motivated at all recently to do anything and getting out of bed in the morning is a chore. My aunt is at home and hasn't bothered to come out and see me, so I've found myself pushing myself away from everyone else. Thankfully, I don't think anyone has noticed.

I got up and shut off my alarm and went to hair and makeup, not even bothering with a shower because I just don't want to. When I arrived there, I saw Scarlett and Chris Evans having a talk whilst having their hair done. I tried my hardest not to be seen as I got into my seat looked and looked at myself in the mirror, judging everything about myself, whilst putting earbuds in and listening to my music.

Despite the fact I spend as much time as I can in bed, the bags under my eyes make it look like I haven't slept in days, and I could feel the hunger burning through me.

Scarlett's POV
Me and Evans were having a nice chat when I heard the door open and I turned my head to see Y/N In baggy trackie bottoms (sweatpants) and a oversized hoodie. Her hair was knotted, not brushed and she had giant bags under her eyes. I couldn't help but feel some sort of motherly love for her.

I turned my head to Chris who also looked just as confused as me when she sat down and put her earphones in. "What's up with her?" He asked me, "No idea, but I need to find out.." I replied back to him

*time skip 30 mins*
Everyone was dressed and ready to start shooting. My first scene today was with Y/N and she looked much better than earlier but she had a small frown tugging at her lips. I felt so bad for her. We began creating the scene when she became distracted and I accidentally hit her in the face..

"Oh my god Y/N I'm so sorry" I said sympathetically. "It's good, it was my fault." She replied, with no emotion at all in her voice. She sounded broken. "Y/N we need more energy to your character. Please try and emphasise the actions a bit more" the director shouted. She nodded slowly and we began the scene again. "CUT! Y/N again! We need more energy, otherwise the character doesn't look engaged!" After 2 more attempts we got the scene finished and she left unannounced to her trailer.

Y/N's POV
After that exhausting scene all I wanted was to be alone so I brought myself together and left to my trailer. Scarlett has been acting weird towards me all day. I could feel a slight bruise forming on my eye where she had accidentally hit me, it wasn't her fault though it was all mine. All the director kept telling me was to bring energy but I didn't have any. I just wanted to sleep.

Soon enough, I got to my trailer, threw off all my clothes and put my sweatpants and hoodie back on, and laid down on my sofa, not even bothering to go to bed.

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