You make me so happy - NR

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Soo we're nearly at 100 parts and I want to know what you lot want for a the 100 part special. Do you lot prefer a fluffy story or do you want an angsty one,. yano there's loads of options but when it comes to it it'll be at least a 5000+ word special so let me know of any ideas!!

This is angsty but then gets fluffy! :)

Y/N's POV

Natasha Romanoff. What a woman.

If you think of Natasha you think badass, beautiful, unique, perfect. Even her name just rolls of the tongue perfectly. Everything about her is stunning. Her personality is by far my favourite quality of hers. She just can make you smile with a single comment. It's like she doesn't even need to try to just come up with the perfect words at the right time. This woman could be in a life or death situation and she doesn't have to go all black widow on them she would just irritate them with sarcastic comments till they let her go.

For example we got held hostage once and they gave her one phone call and she used it to order pizza. She then went on about how pineapple on pizza is over-hated. Ultimately we left with information and pizza and I didn't say a word nor did we have a scratch on us.

Physically she couldn't be anymore gorgeous. Her body is the definition of perfect. Her smile is my favourite though. It makes me smile seeing her smile. When it's paired with her laugh as well, it's what people can only dream of being with. Well everyone except for Bruce Banner because miraculously she and him are in a relationship. How does that happen?

Like no offence to Bruce, great guy, but how did he get her? Me and Nat have always been best mates and you could imagine my surprise when she came running to me asking for advice and asking me to help her get ready for her first date with him. I would be a pretty shit friend if I just turned her down.

Little did I know me helping her would end up me helping her get ready for her wedding with Bruce.

I've just woken up the day of her wedding. I need to get ready before I sort Nat out and all the other bridesmaids. Meaning I have an hour to sort out myself, the maid of honour, before I have to do 3 other peoples hair makeup and outfits. In my opinion I should not be the person to do this but Nat insisted.

Once I sorted my self out I headed downstairs in my bathrobe so that I can do everyone else's makeup and hair and shit. All the clothes were hung up and the ladies were all stood there waiting for me. Nat was sat on the sofa with a smile on her face and Wanda, Maria and Yelena were all drying there hair and sorting it out.

The first person to tart up was Maria, she sat down whilst the others went and sat with Natasha. "You look gorgeous Y/N and you haven't even gotten your clothes on yet" She laughed. "Yeah well you know me, Clothes are only worn when their needed too" I said as I took her hair out of the bun it was in. The three women all knew I liked Natasha so today is hard for me. "Will you be okay?" She asked looking through the mirror. "Y-yeah just gotta be here for her yano" My focus was all on Maria's hair and sorting it out. "Y/N." Wanda said from behind me. "Yeah what's up?" I asked not looking away. "Us bridesmaids can do our own makeup yano, just focus on Natasha" She knew exactly what she was saying. I rolled my eyes and nodded as I finished Maria's hair.

Wanda was next and sat in front of me. Just like Maria she complimented my effort on myself and we held a short yet sweet conversation. "You know i'm a telepath and it doesn't mean I have to literally read your mind to know that you're upset." She said as she got up from the chair. "Yup well... Yelena your turn."

Ignoring every comment about mine and Nats none existent relationship was the best bet in my opinion. It's far too much weight to put on myself. I'm just trying to be happy about her. Yelena at this point knew not to bring the topic up. She went as quick as she came and then before I knew it, my best friend and Love of my life was sat infront of me.

"You know, I don't know if it's the nerves but I'm scared i'm making the wrong decision." She said breaking the silence between us. "Well, you've been confident you love him all this time, why now change your mind?" I question, raising an eyebrow. "There was this person for all of mine and Bruce's relationship where I feel like I should've been with them instead. I'm scared the moment we say our vows and it becomes official I'll never get to tell them how I really feel." I put my hands down hearing this and made direct eye-contact with her through the mirror. "Do what your heart says. I've been there first hand I know that you two care about each other but if you look at him and don't look at him the way you do this other person, maybe you should have some time to think about it" I say truthfully.

"I think it's just the nerves getting to me.." She said looking down. "Look, pick your head up because one you don't need to be nervous if you live each other and two, It's much harder to do your hair" I laugh. She laughed along with me and the caged up butterflies left my stomach.

Before I knew it me and the three girls were stood at the end of the aisle along with Bruce, and his best men. Tony and Thor. Next thing I know a song began playing and Morgan being the flower girl she is, walked down the aisle causing many 'awes' to erupt from everyone. Then there she was. She was gorgeous. She held onto Alexei's arm as he gave her away. Step by step she got closer to us and I felt a single tear fall down my face. I shot Nat a thumbs up which she chuckled at and then she stood next to Bruce and held his hands with a big grin on his face.

I couldn't hold myself together. As the pair began saying their vows I got more and more worked up. Then it came to objecting the marriage. No one put there hands up. My world had gone. The love of my life stripped away from me and as they got the clear to kiss eachother, I felt a pair of hands on my shoulders. I turned to see Yelena And Wanda looking at me with sympathy. I grabbed ahold of Wanda's hand and we left the ceremony hall to get ready for the after party.

Being the bridesmaids we got to sit at the big family table so we could share funny stories. Me being the Maid of Honour I had to prepare this big cheesy speech. Nothing could beat Thor's Best Man speech though.

I had to convince myself to stand up and looked down towards Natasha. "Well.. erm Hi." I started. "For some reason I feel like I'm the most emotional i've ever been and Nat knows how emotional I can get so Ill try my best to not burst into tears again. We've been best friends for more than 10 years now and I couldn't wish for someone else to be called my best friend. You've always been the light of my life. The first thought I think about when I get up. My favourite human being ever. You make me so happy and you don't understand how much I smile at the thought of you. Bruce is a great man and I'm glad you're not marrying some arsehole I despise. You deserve your happiness and despite every doubt and argument, you deserve what love he gives you. And Bruce so help me god you treat her badly I will rain hell on your ass. I love you Natasha. I just wish you knew how much I actually do."

As I sat back down Natasha brought me into a hug and whispered into my ear "Can we go to another room for a min before the big dance? I need tell you something" I nodded and we both went into a snooker room. I leaned against the table and Nat strutted over to me anxiously.

"You know how earlier I mentioned there was someone else? And you told me to tell them?" I nodded. Naively I had no idea where this was going. "It's you Y/N. The day Bruce asked me out on that first date was the day I was going to confess everything to you 3 years ago." I nodded and let a single tear fall out my eye. "Why are you telling me this now?" I say not looking up. Her hand comes under my chin and lifts my head to look at her in the eyes. "I wouldn't be able to look at myself the same if I didn't tell you.

"Promise me, you'll still try with Bruce. As much as I want you, you just got married. I can't do that to him. Nor can I do it with you." I said cupping her face. "I promise. Do you promise that this won't affect our friendship?" I nodded and responded with "I do". With that I brought her in for a long hug before we both went into the hall.

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