I'll never stop missing you - NR

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You got too much fluff recently so here's some sadness cause i'm mean :))

7 years ago

Y/N's POV

"So we're officially married now." I said turning to look at my new wife, still in her wedding dress. The night sky's stars in her green eyes and she let her red hair drop down onto her shoulders. "And I wouldn't have it any other way.." I made my way over to her and sat on her lap, bringing her in for a kiss.

"Y/N Romanoff. God you sound good with my last name." Natasha, my wife, complimented me; pressing our foreheads together. "Let's go inside love, it's getting cold." With that she easily lifted me up into her arms and carried me onto the hotel bed. We both undressed ourselves and cuddles into eachother.

"Is this the beginning of our family?" I asked shakily, looking up into the green eyes above me. "I asked myself that when I first saw you." She kissed my forehead and I cuddled back into her. "I love you Natalia Romanova." I whispered. "I love you too Y/F/N Romanova."

The wedding wasn't the same with most of the people we wanted there not being there because of the blip, but it got easier as the day went on. We officially lost 4 months ago and Nat hadn't been taking it well. Feeling like she could've done more and that she's still that monster that the red room trained but I feel now that I've vowed to her that id do anything for her, she seems more relaxed. Especially with the ring around my finger and the ring around hers.

"Sleep my love, I'll be here when you wake." Natasha whispered in my ear behind me. "I'd kill you if you weren't." I chuckled, before sleep consumed the both of us. Happy and content in eachothers arms.

5 years ago

"But wait right, peppa pig is an alien cause no way in hell a pig 7'2." I said looking into my sons eyes. "Do we have an understanding?" I don't think he understood me at all because he just looked slightly scared.

"Ashton, ignore your mother she's in one of those mOoDs" Natasha said walking in behind me and going towards our son to lay a kiss on his forehead. "What do you have baby?" She cooed kneeling down to his level as he showed her his 'george' teddy. "M-mama" He said. Me and Nat both smiled widely at our son. "Yeah i'm your mama! That's right! Well done my darling" Nat pulled him close and he started laughing. He obviously had no idea what he did but me and nat were over the moon. "Mama!" He said pointing at Nat. "Yeah thats right im your mama!"

This really is the best family. "I'm your mama and i'll never stop being your mama! Oh my precious baby boy you're amazing" Nat and Ashton were laughing at each other meanwhile I was just gazing at them with nothing but love and care. "Mummy why don't you come down here?" Nat said imitating a baby voice. "Alright love up kids mummy's coming." I chuckled, sitting down next to my wife. She passed our son over to me and he tried to speak again.

"Mmm-" he began pointing at me. "I'm mummy baby. Say mummy for me." I cooed. Ashtons eyebrows furrowed together as he tried to speak. "M-mummy and Mama." He said with a smile. "Yeah baby you got it! Oh you make me so proud!" I smiled holding him closely. Natashas arm wrapped around me and she turned my head to look at her. "Well done my love. You make a great mother." She smiled. "Not as good as you mama.." I laughed before she cupped my cheeks and brought me in for a long kiss.

We pulled away and looked back down to ashton playing with his plushie in my lap. "He's got your eyes." I complimented looking down at him lovingly, "Something tells me ashton here is gonna be just like his mama.." I laughed holding his hand. "Well is that a problem?" Nat said putting her hand on top of mine that was holding Ashtons hand. "I mean.. I can barely deal with one Romanoff but if he is anything like his mama, I wouldn't have it any other way."

"Yeah well don't get soppy. I'm just hoping he doesn't get your temper." Nat smirked. I put my hand over my chest imitating fake hurt. "How could you say that! I'm always on my best behaviour!" I smirked. "Yeah well, you can still be a brat. You have the age mentality of a 5 year old." I slapped her arm gently. "See! There's the temper!" She laughed. "Shut it Romanoff, our son will be tainted by your sassiness!" I joked.

"He already was when he came out you pus-" She began before I cut her off shouting, "Right okay that's enough Natasha!" I laughed once more. I had a stitch in my side from how much we were laughing but it's all good fun.

2 years ago

"Mama. Where are you going?" Ashton asked Natasha. "I've got some work to do. We're re just gonna go visit Uncle Tony." Nat told our son. I was stood in the doorway, tears in my eyes. Yeah Natasha goes to work everyday but hearing that things are changing i'm scared for our family.

I walked over to my family and told ashton to go watch TV whilst I spoke to Nat. "So, who's we?" I questioned handing her one of her bags off of the floor. "Me, Scott and Steve. Y/N/N I hope you know that I want to save everyone and bring them back but if it means leaving you I can't.." She said looking into my eyes, her green ones glistening with tears.

"I know you'll make the right decision when it comes to making a decision. Just make sure you come back here in one piece because Auntie Yelena needs to meet her nephew. I think he's sick of hearing stories about her and just wants to meet her." I chuckled giving her a hug. "He'll be able meet his Auntie Yelena. I just wanna be there to see them interact." She cupped my cheeks and looked down into my eyes that were now glistening with tears. One escaped my eye and she instantly wiped it away.

"You better." I said with a smirk. Our foreheads pressed together before she brought me in for a long kiss. "Bye Mama! See you later for dinner!" Ashton shouted from the living room. "Bye baby boy. Mama will be back for dinner so don't you worry!" She giggled. Both of us knew she'd be a bit longer than dinner and the tears were leaking out of our eyes, yet we still tried to stay strong for our son.

Today

"Go say hi to mama darling.." I said to ashton, letting go of his hand. He sat down on the grass next to where his mum laid. "Hey mama.." He began to talk.

"You're strong Y/N/N." Yelena said holding my hand looking down to her nephew and my son. "She promised.." I cried. She pulled me into a hug, watching Ashton talk to Natasha. "I know she did. But god look what we've had. Look what she did. She saved the world Y/N and safe to say you have the best wife in the world. And I have the best sister." She held me closely, both of us lightly crying.

"Mummy! I'm done telling mama about everything.." Ashton got up and crawled up into Yelenas arms. "Hi auntie Yelena." He whispered on her shoulder. "Hiya sweetheart."

I pulled away from the both of them and sat down, leaning against the stone. "You're a bitch. You promised that you'd be back by dinner. And yet here you are. You promised you'd look after yourself. And now look at yourself. For once in your life you couldn't be selfish and I respect you for that. Yelena promised she'd stay with me and Ashton, filling in your place where she can. Acting like a mother to ashton when I get too stressed out. Not the same though, is it? I love you my darling. Sleep well." I helped Ashton place the flowers over the grave.

Yelena said her part, not letting go of my hand as she spoke. "Love you Natasha.." Was the last thing she said before turning around and hugging into me. We began to walk away but I turned around last second and I saw her looking at me with her Romanoff smile. "Look after them for me.." She spoke looking into my eyes. "I promise.." I smiled softly at her before turning back around and wrapping my hand around Ashton's, the wedding ring on my finger still laid there. The same place it has for 7 years.

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