Harassed - SJ

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This one-shot gets dark. Please read with caution. This is based off a true story that I have been through.

Warnings: Harassment, stalking, swearing, mention of nudity, sexual connotations, panic attack.

Reader is 16 so that the story is as accurate to my story as possible. The prologue and some stuff of the actual story is all accurate.


I will reiterate; please be careful. What I've learnt is that even when you think you know someone, you really might not. I'm hoping this is more of me sharing awareness of what I've been through and what a lot of other people do go through.



All rights reserved! This is my own story!


Prologue (Y/N's POV):

It's happening again. Even when I block his account he just makes a new one to message me on. This all began when we dated 2 years ago. Me and Jacob were inseparable when we dated. He was kind, sweet, honest and a lovely guy. He's a year older than me and a bit taller. In the beginning, everything was perfect. As the relationship went on, family drama tore us apart because we couldn't see each other.

We had been friends for about 4 years before we even dated so we decided to stay friends after, agreeing that our break-up was mutual. He didn't speak to me for the first few weeks we broke apart from one and other. After about 6 months we began messaging again. Every other night he would message me saying what his issues were and I'd listen, never getting to portray my feelings to him. I was beginning to get restless of the constant leaving then coming back so I decided to give him an ultimatum about 3 months ago. To decide whether he wants me in his life by messaging me everyday or by leaving and not coming back.

I've never been so sure he's actually gotten over me but every night when it goes dark out and there are no longer shadows on the floor from the trees, he'd message me. At first it was subtle, 'Can I see you?' 'God you're so pretty' 'You are gorgeous' 'Wish you were with me tonight'. I didn't care for what was happening. It began to get worse. 'Have you masturbated today?' 'God you're such a turn on' 'You make me so hard'. About 2 months ago I had told him not to do anything over me. Then it got worse. 'Wanna meet up for a bj?' 'I want you to suck me off so badly' 'Can I come round yours rn... I need you'. This was when I told him I was done. No more conversations were going to happen.

I thought it had worked for a couple of nights then he came back. He had been my friend for so long it was scary to think I'd lose him. Plus he only lived down the road from me so it was always really easy to see each other. If you had asked me 6 months ago what I'd do for him I'd tell you I would lose everyone for him. But now I realise that's what he wanted all along. It started off as a normal conversation then I went downstairs to get a drink, not even gone two minutes. 86 messages off of him. I was done. I blocked his snap and told myself I wouldn't message him again.

A few weeks ago he rang me. I was hesitant to answer but he rang me in tears so I decided to unblock him so that I didn't have to stay on the phone. After that night it got even worse.


Y/N's POV

Scarlett, Brie and Lizzie were on their round to my apartment for dinner. I had ordered loads for us. I turned off my phone because it was constantly blowing up with messages from Jacob. I chose to rather than responding by blocking him to ignore him meaning he wouldn't get the attention he was looking for.

"Hey girlies" I say when the 3 girls enter my flat. I ensured to give them all a hug before going into the living room and eating our food. "Sooooo... tell us the gossip. Are there any boys?" Lizzie asked me. "Just from the mention of the word 'boy' my eyes flickered to my phone and my voice wavered. "Nope" I said popping the 'p'. "There is isn't there" Brie said excitedly. I found myself just sinking into Scarlett. "Guys come on leave her alone." Scar said wrapping her body around me.

We were all sat chatting for a good 10 mins till I got up to go to the bathroom. When I came back I saw Brie with my phone in her hand. "Who's Jacob and why is he blowing up your phone?" Scar asked me. "Did you open his messages?" I ask taking my phone back worriedly. "Yeah why what's wrong" Lizzie replied. "For god sake! It's my phone! You didn't need to go through it! I shouted. All of them looked stunned that I had shouted cause I had never been one to shout. I ran back to my room and saw one message of of Jake 'I'm on my way round yours gorgeous 😘' The snap said.

I ran around my apartment and turned off every light to make it seem like no one was in. The three women looked at me, I'm guessing wondering what I was doing. I made my way to the window and looked out onto the street and he was stood at the bottom of the apartment building. "Fuck, fuck, fuck" I murmured. Without thinking, I ran and held myself closely to Scarlett. I began to quietly sob. It was clear the three were confused. But even more so scared. "You answered back the guy who's been harassing me for fucking months and now he's stood at the bottom of the fucking building!" I whisper shouted.

This just made Scarlett pull me closer. We all silenced our phones and stayed extremely quiet. The silence was soon broken by someone pulling at my door handle. My hands were shaking, my breathing was quick, and I was crying really hard. Yet I managed to do it all silently. Brie decided to get up and go to the window to see when he leaves.

After about 10 minutes, Brie speaks up and says "He's just gone down the street." With that Lizzie flicks the lights on and Scarlett is holding me. She has clearly been aware all this time that I was having a panic attack. "Y/N, honey. Look at me okay? Look at me" I tried to move my head away but she just held my head still. My cries weren't slowing. I began to gag from how hard I was crying. "Y/N, Look at me okay. Try and follow what I say, can you name some things you can see for me? I need you to do this or you're going to make yourself sick, sweetheart." Lizzie and Brie were just on standby in case anything happened. I couldn't stop. I was so scared. "I-I see Li-lizzie." I say. "Good job, what else?" Scarlett asks me looking into my eyes. "I-I-I see B-brie. I s-see Y-you" I cry. "Yeah okay, now you know we're here okay. We're gonna help you, okay?"


Scarlett's POV

Y/N took at least half an hour to calm down. I hate seeing her in such a state. Brie and Lizzie went through her phone and blocked every last trace of that boy. "I don't understand why she didn't tell us." Lizzie said. Liz was sat cross legged on the floor in front of me, she wouldn't look anywhere else but Y/N. Brie was sat next to me on the sofa, still going through Y/N's phone. Y/N was asleep on me, her head tucked into my lap but she was facing outwards towards Lizzie. and her legs stretched out across Brie. I would look over now and again and see Brie lightly caressing her legs with one arm as the other had her phone.

"She was too scared to tell us. I'm guessing that from what just happened." Brie just hummed in reply and Liz grabbed one of Y/N's hands. "Can we agree she lives with one of us now?" Brie said passing me Y/N's phone. "Yeah. yeah we can"


THIS IS NOT PROOF READ


A/N

Welcome to the tragedy of my life. Just before anyone starts worrying, In real life I had told my dad and he knew about everything that ever got messaged between us. Also I changed the name so no offence to any Jacobs out there. We didn't involve police, but it is all, for the most part sorted. He does still make accounts to contact me. But I'm content with how things turned out because I can just deny his friend requests. No I wasn't hurt by him. I am alright and I hope you all stay safe <3

-Katie

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