𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐌𝐄 | 𝐃.𝐌

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Vienna's mind was going insane. She felt so angry, yet so sad. All she wanted to do was forget. Go back to acting like everything was alright. Being an emotionless bitch who everyone hates. It was easy to pretend like everything is okay when no one knows the truth. Although she hates making excuses, she would rather make excuses than have everyone know the truth.

Everyone knows Vienna as the one who cares about nothing. She doesn't get scared or let alone cry. She did care and she did cry. But she did it when she was alone. So to have Hermionie make her cry in front of people really pissed Vienna off.

Hermionie knows and Vienna wants to why and how. But right now, all she wants to do is drink the bottle of Vodka in her hand until there is nothing but small drops coming from the bottle.

Vienna opened the bottle and quickly bought it to her lips, gulping the strong taste of alcohol and feeling the burning feeling of the liquid fill her body.

The abandoned bathroom is forgotten by everyone. No one goes up here. And no one has been up here for a while. The sinks are all broken and torn from the wall. All the mirrors are cracked. All the stool doors are torn off and lying on the floor. Spray paint is all over the bathroom. The tiles on the floor look like someone had smashed them with a hammer. The windows are all smashed and cobwebs decorate the walls.

There are cigarette ends and empty bottles of alcohol lying on the floor or smashed into tiny pieces of glass.

As Vienna drinks more of the alcohol, the more she forgets. Entering a world of her own. A simple life, where she is happy and free.

She feels alive as she dances around the bathroom. There's no music playing. Only the sound of the wind entering the broken windows. But by the way she is dancing, you would have thought there was music blarring.

Silent tears fall from her eyes as she held a smile on her face. Her mascara is beautifully smudged around her eyes. And a small bit of dried blood dripped from her nose to her lips.

She closes her eyes as she sips the vodka. One of her hands run through her knotted black hair.

An hour quickly passed and Vienna found herself lying on the floor. An almost empty bottle of vodka in her hand. And in the other a cigarette slowly burning.

She feels nothing again. Back to how she likes it. It's like the drunkness is a restart button. When she feels sad, she gets drunk and forgets. Then as she slowly sobers up, the feeling of numbness will fill her mind. Allowing her to be, what she calls, happy.

She hears the sound of breaking glass. Like someone is walking in and stepping on the rubble and glass beneath their feet, but she doesn't move. Doesn't care enough too. It could be a student, a teacher, Natalie or her father. Whoever it is, she doesn't care.

"So this is where you ran off too?" she hears a familiar voice. Someone who she didn't expect to hear.

She turns her head and sees Draco stood tall beside her laying body.

"It's nice up here" Vienna replies simply.

He sighs. Then sits beside her. He takes the bottle of vodka from her hand and gulps it back.

"That's mine" Vienna sits up quickly. Too quick, that she has to shut her eyes to make the room stop spinning.

"It looks like you've had too much," Draco said and then drank more.

"Am I dead?" asked Vienna.

"...No" Draco answered confused.

"Then I haven't had too much" She replied and then took the bottle from his hand.

"You're going to drink yourself to death if you drink anymore," Draco said.

"Would that be so bad?" Vienna replied.

She looked into his eyes and she could have sworn she saw a flicker of emotion in his eyes. But Draco didn't care. He was just like her in that sense.

"No, " he replied, "not if that's what you want"

She remained silent.

"Is that what you want?" He asked her.

"I don't know what I want" Vienna replied.

Draco scanned her face, trying to see what she meant by that.

"Do you ever wonder what's after death?" Vienna asked, kinda talking out loud. Not thinking what she was saying due to the alcohol.

"Do you think we just die or do you think there's something else. Something more" Vienna continued.

"I honestly don't give a fuck" Draco said as he grabbed the bottle from her hand. She doesn't notice him do it, she didn't even hear what he said.

"If there is something more, I hope it is better than this life," Vienna said.

"What's wrong with this life?" Draco asked, taking advantage of her drunk state and hoping she would reveal her secret.

"What's right about?" Vienna asked him, "Has anything good ever happened to you?"

Draco looked at her for a few moments before answering.

"No"

"Exactly" she whispered.

Vienna looked down and realised Draco had taken the bottle. She looked over to him and saw it in his hand.

"Fucks sake. That is mine" Vienna said and went to grab it from him, leaning it over his lap. But he moved his arm further, out of her reach.

She was sat leaning over, one hand on either side of his lap. She looked up and their faces were so close. Closer than they've ever been before. It caught them both by surprise.

She looked down at his lips. Her lips slightly parted.

And without thinking, she leant in and kissed his lips. He grabbed her waist as she kissed him. He could taste the alcohol on her lips and pushed her away.

"I'm not kissing you when you're drunk," Draco said.

"I'm not drunk," Vienna said and she clearly was by the way she slurred her words and by the way her body slightly swayed side-to-side.

"Yes, you are" Draco replied.

"Fuck off then" Vienna suddenly snapped.

"Why are you even here?" she asked him, "fuck off"

"You are a fucking mess" Draco snarled at her, "look at you. Drinking yourself in self-pity. It's pathetic"

"Whatever" Vienna sighed, "I do what I want. Now give me my bottle back"

Draco stood with the bottle in his hand and the second he was standing he threw it hard against the wall and it smashed everywhere.

"What the fuck" Vienna yelled, "you are such a fucking cunt—"

Vienna stood but the second she stood her head went fuzzy and everything around her became blurry. She felt her body become heavy and then she felt large arms catch her before she could fall to the ground.

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