Supernatural Imagines

Sam Winchester Imagine~ You Can Let Go Now, Daddy

~Your P.O.V.

"(Y/N), H-He's gone...I'm sorry." I saw a tear slip from Dean's eye, as the worst possible thing I could imagine actually happened. I froze in my spot, not showing any emotion. I felt Sam's arms wrap around me, as the tears started to fall. My father, my hero, was actually gone.

"H-How?" I tried to ask through sobs. I felt Sam lean back just a little bit, but still holding tight enough to show protection.

"H-he saved my life. There was a demon on Dean, and none of us knew that there was another one. I was trying to save Dean, and your father ran in front of the Demon and it through him against the table. There was a gun and....(Y/N), I'm so sorry." I could see the tears start to fall from Sam's eyes. I pulled him closer and held him as we both cried. Dean left the room, leaving the two of us alone, as we sat there in silence, not bringing up the incident that occured hours ago.

~A few days later~

"I want an actual funeral for my father...not a hunters funeral." I told the two boys as I walked into the library. I had been in Sam and I's room thinking about the past few days. Sam and Dean looked up, ready to argue with my decision.

"(Y/N), I don't think that that is the right thing to do." Dean spoke, trying to be nice.

"I understand, but please, we can run through the check list after. For one minute, I don't want him seen as a hunter that didn't win. I want him to be seen as an amazing father." I closed the book and looked at Sam who nodded towards Dean before looking back at me.

"(Y/N), he was an amazing father, and he raised a beautiful girl who I love so much. So if you want a regular funeral, then we can have one." Sam walked over and gave me a quick kiss on the lips, I smiled back at him before walking out of the room and back to Sam and I's.

~The funeral~

There weren't many people there, just Sam, Cas, Dean, and I, and It wasn't in some cemetary. It was outside of the bunker, in the woods a little back. There wasn't some fancy headstone that sat in front of us, it was a wooden cross that Dean had made for us, but it meant the world to me. I looked down and flattened out my black dress that stopped just a little above my knees before talking.

"My father wasn't just some hunter. He was so much more. I remember when I was little, my mother had died when I was six. I didn't completely understand what had happened, but I knew that my father didn't let himself go, he became so much stronger." I took a deep breath and looked at Sam who nodded towards me. "He became stronger for me." I closed my eyes fighting back the tears that threatend them.

"I could go on forever talking about how wonderful he was, telling every one of his accomplishments there was, but there is something else I have to do." Dean raised his eyebrows looking at me, but I nodded towards him.

"My father always wanted me to sing at his funeral, so I've chosen a song that means a lot to me." I looked at each boy before taking a deep breath.

"Wind blowing on my face
Sidewalk flying beneath my bike
A five year old's first taste
Of what freedom's really like

He was running right beside me
His hand holding on the seat
I took a deep breath and hollered
As I headed for the street

You can let go now, daddy, you can let go
Oh, I think, I'm ready to do this on my own
It's still a little bit scary but I want you to know
I'll be okay now, daddy, you can let go

I was standing at the altar
Between the two loves of my life
To one, I've been a daughter
To one, I soon would be a wife"

I looked at Sam as I wiped a tear off my cheek. He smiled at me reassuring me that everything would be alright. I took a deep breath before continuing.

"When the preacher asked
"Who gives this woman?"
Daddy's eyes filled up with tears
He kept holding tightly to my arm
'Til I whispered in his ear

You can let go now, daddy, you can let go
Oh, I think, I'm ready to do this on my own
It's still feels a little bit scary but I want you to know
I'll be okay now, daddy, you can let go

It was killing me to see the strongest man I ever knew
Wasting away to nothing in that hospital room
You know he's only hanging on for you

That's what the night nurse said
My voice and heart were breaking
As I crawled up in his bed and said

You can let go now, daddy, you can let go
Your little girl is ready to do this on my own
It's gonna be a little bit scary but I want you to know
I'll be okay now, daddy, you can let go, you can let go"

I closed my eyes as I felt Sam catch me when the tears started to fall.

"I miss him so much." I cried out as Cas and Dean walked over hugging me too. I looked up to the sky and quietly whispered "I love you, dad." before letting Sam carry me back to the bunker as I held onto him, sobbing.

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