Life in the big apple) the wedding

arriving in Aruba Jamaica

Lena's: POV
We've just arrived in Aruba Jamaica we'll be staying here for three whole Days. Hopefully will have a better time here than we did Saint Thomas, plus we heard from the cruise director there's plenty more things to do. I been feeling a little under the weather lately, all l wanna do is sleep. My stomach has been acting up like l'm coming down some 24 hour bug. It just started yesterday after dinner, l was thinking it was the food we were eating
Stef says she fine, l'm sure it's nothing to serious
I am drinking ginger ale and having saltine crackers
Has help settled nausea. It could be motion sickness from the ship, we had nothing planned for the day. I probably rest some more before we decide what we're gonna
I'm glad the girls enjoyed their time in San Francisco and their on the plane heading home, where definitely going to bring everyone something back since we didn't find anything in saint Thomas. I didn't think l'll be traveling back to saint Thomas again any time soon, after what happened. I keep seeing that woman's face in my dreams
I don't know to much about my father's side of the family
I only know very little bit. I decided to go take a nap
It's 4:30 in the morning, Stef is sound asleep beside me
I got out of bed slipped on my robe and went to sit out on the patio to watch the sun rise come up. As l sat here deep in thought, my mind drifted off to our future child
What he would look like, l can see his face so clearly
He looks so much like Stef and Ariana. Grayson could pass for my youngest daughter's twin,  we're using the same donor as we did with the girls. This is gonna be conceive out of love, l'm excited and scared at the same time
I know our baby boy will have the best life possible
Having me and Stef as parents, l can feel a shift inside of me. I can't explain all these strange things that has taken place. Babe what are you doing out here Stef asks me
Oh baby l'm sorry I woke you up Lena responds, Stef steps out the patio in a tee shirt. She walks over and takes a seat beside me, Stef took my hand in hers neither of us says a word. We just looked out at the beautiful crystal blue water, let's head back come inside and try to get some sleep. My wife said to me, so we go back inside
I take off my robe and climb under the covers, Stef cuddles up with me. I fell asleep to the sound of heart beat
It always relaxes me, we sleep until noon. I wake up to an empty bed by myself. Then l heard the shower running