Our Violet Walls

Blank and hollow

Words never seemed to have,
Crossed the walls you built around you,
They kept me from coming in,
They did everything just to chase me out.
Our music became my desperation,
Filled with echoes of our laughter,
A time we would never ever regret,
The time you chose me without hesitating.
For all those years seem to have been disappearing,
Parts of our stories are changing,
A change of perspective only to stay sane,
Now we attack each other in the case of fame.
Talk things we probably would never mean,
Walk a destination and pretend it's a film,
And we are luck enough for this silver screen,
For behind the stage it is hurt and loneliness.
Smiles had disappeared a long time ago,
The wall around you became a part of my home,
The one where I tried to reach out to you,
And was pushed back forever again to the hollow room.
The hollow darkness and my blank heart,
Makes sounds pretending I an fine.
It thumps when I hear your words,
But it won't understand we will only ever meet in the battlefield.
Reminiscence of the time that passed,
Hollow stages and all the fake laughs,
Turned the small light to a dark spot,
Fear became the wall I raised around me too.