I know I am not the best choice,
Not the best when it comes to love,
But that one time I tried so hard,
Willingly tried to hold onto love.
But the betrayal was set in stone,
I was preparing myself from the start,
Afterall why would he want me?
Why would he want me with all these scars?
My past wouldn't leave me for long,
It would stay here when everything is gone,
Even after when everyone has left it would stay,
So why would he want me when he can gave anyone instead.
I know I cannot make any promises,
And I am even worst at keeping them,
But I tried to hold onto the peices,
Which were scattered and broken away.
I don't know if I should even wish,
For some more extra chances,
Guess I would end up wasting them,
Or losing them just like this game.
I am not the best player here,
But I tried to hold on,
I made a promise with forever,
But now I'll go anywhere but here.
Here, it hurts.
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