I know it means nothing much,
But then so much to you.
As you shake it off in denial,
And then try to reach through.
But it takes time to realise,
That she had left for once,
And once and for all this time,
She doesn't desire this time,
To come back to what she left behind.
You acted up for a while,
And then walked on a nonchalant line,
But now it is finally sinking inside,
That she may not come back this time.
So why don't you give me a try?
I have been shameless since,
Hooked on to these feelings,
Hoped for your bitter endings.
And while you plan all alone,
To bring her back through the nights,
How about we call it a day,
And then call in the night?
I promise it would be fun,
I am sure I was hoping for this one,
For a while since she left behind,
All these scars for me to admire.
So until the doors kick you out,
And until I have this mood to love,
How about you try and find it in me,
Fin what you think you deserve.
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Our Violet Walls
PoetryBook #1 in the 'Coloured After Party' Poetry Series. 'Coloured After Party' is my second poetry series after my debut one known as 'If Only Happiness...' When everyone leaves, the night gets lonely with every passing minute. Keeping us in dilemma of...