Our Violet Walls

Somedays are lonely

Pretending became a part of me,
As long as it locks in my memory,
I have been smiling all by myself,
All these as if they don't affect me.
But somedays are lonely,
And lonely is the air around me,
I can feel the regret of letting you go,
Loneliness becomes my home.

Finished jobs and unfinished love,
Giving heart to another people,
Sitting steady as I remember,
Love never once came to me.
For somedays are lonely,
Like this one as I am writing,
Penning down my misery,
Hoping you would read it.

Fallacy and tragedy became the story,
Replaced the place of our love,
Took the chance of my love,
And I am should stay happy.
Since somedays are lonely,
When I find it hard to believe,
That you choose someone over me,
And I never thought of that possibility.

Now all I get are looks of sympathy,
And I am unaware about your city,
Let alone thinking of your love,
When I know I am no longer your story.
As somedays are just lonely,
Glass breaks and trust hurts,
Thinking now I can just finally,
Leave myself of this guilt and hurt.

For someday are lonely,
Like the smile I give to everyone...