Our Violet Walls

A part of the love

I regretted you like the train I missed,
Every moment after it left was hurting,
No way to seek out options and cover it,
Cover the mistake I knew was going to haunt me.
The bare minimum efforts to draw through,
Think of myself as an artist who gave up for my own good,
But who was I kidding, I desperately needed you,
I thought each second of of you, remembering you.
A part of our love was taken away,
I was the one who took it and lost it,
Took away your smile and laughter,
Curse me but please come back to me.
The high is taking me to a place,
Rational thinking feels like a joke to me,
I bite me lips and try to stay sane,
These walls, this room isn't allowing me.
Your scent has long been lingering here,
Your habits and your tantrums are still here,
I wish everytime I could just walk and move on,
But something takes me here, back to this place.
It's like you've flown away and met your sea,
But I am cursed in the time to just repeat,
Every thing I broke between us,
I think I'll have to just make up for it.
But I promise I won't ever harm you,
Take anymore things away from you,
For every part of our story I was the villain,
The regret is just like the epiphany of strangers.