PASSION, PAIN and PLEASURE

Waiting on you...

(I promised it and its here.. Thanks so much for all the reads! Glad yall still with me... This chapter is inspired by Anthony Hamilton "charlene" i looove that song! Muah😘)

I turned around to look at diggy he looked real hurt..but it should be the other way around I really didn't know what to say so I just stared looking for answers..

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Diggy:*sighs* All of this is my fault.

You:no it's not.

Diggy:Yes it is I have just put pain in your life emotionally so when someone put they hands on you physically it pisses me off because that's just soo much pain that I hate to see you go through [YN] I really wish I could take everything I did back and the crazy thing is I think I'm still hurting you, your just not saying anything. Let me know wassup sweetheart.

You:Now I would be lying if I said everything was ok...ouch Dig we have been through a lot being best friends, a lot being crushes, a lot being together and a whole lot being separated but all that is in the past I'm moving on from all of it.

Diggy:so what's going to happen?

You:well I'm starting by getting a new job it's like I have no hours. And Yo-

Diggy:ok what about us?

You:what about us? *Sighs* you can come get Aubrey whenever she's not with mike.

Diggy:I mean me and you

You:You are going to stay with the mother of your child.

Diggy:I have 3 of them and one of them I'm trying to make it right.

You:the one you live with.

Diggy:*sighs* can I ask you something?

You:sure.

Diggy:what can I do to make you fall in love with me again?

You:*sighs* dig can we-

Diggy:answer it please.

You:I don't know...prove your love for me..and help me build my trust back up for you.

Diggy:you don't trust me?

You:nope.

Diggy:but I never cheated.

You:but you abandoned me and your daughter and turned around and got a girl pregnant no. I do not trust you at all and that will take a loong time to gain that back to be honest.

Diggy:Damn. I deserve that. Can I ask you something else?

You:go ahead.

Diggy:do you still love me?

You:yes I will always love you.

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We stared at each other and he leaned in to kiss me but right before he got to my lips I turned.

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You:we can't do this.

Diggy:*sighs* I'm sorry. I just can't help it. I missed you so much. Especially your lips.

You:uhh shouldn't you be home with your girl and jr.

Diggy:that's not my girl and I made sure jr was fine before I left.

You:your still with her though dig.

Diggy:I know. she is having my child.

You:ok so go home to her! Why are you here?