PASSION, PAIN and PLEASURE

Heartache...

He gave her the same look that I did...
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Diggy:Christina!?
Christ:You can't answer your phone!? I've called you like 17 times! Lea and your kalies is in the hospital and I cal-
Diggy:wait! What hospital!?
Christ:St. Michaels!
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He ran up the stairs and came down with his jacket and keys, he almost ran out when I yelled!
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You:so you want me to stay here?
Diggy:do whatever I gotta go!
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And just like that he ran out with Christina... I went back into the living room with Phillip and the kids confused...
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Phillip:what happened?
You:Daniel's baby mother and child is in the hospital.
Phillip:what happen to them?
You:I don't even know.
Phillip:and how old is his daughter?
You:I'm not sure. But I do know that she's not even a month yet.
Phillip:aww man!
You:yea I know.
Phillip:do you want to go meet up with him? I can watch the kids.
You:oh no it's fine.
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I didn't even notice that Aubrey was gone until she walked in and sat on the floor with her barbies...
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Aubrey:mommy where daddy go?
You:he had to go see lea. You remember lea don't you?
Aubrey:yes.
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I decided to call diggy but he didn't answer, I knew for a fact he was at the hospital now because it wasn't that far from our new house....
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Phillip:are you ok?
You:yea why you say that?
Phillip:you have been staring at the fire place for a while now.
You:can I ask you something Phillip?
Phillip:sure.
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I sat jr in his play pin and told Aubrey to go in her room and watch Tv...
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You:how do you manage to bounce back so fast?
Phillip:what do you mean?
You:like you just lost your father and your here with me still making me laugh and smile. How do you do it?
Phillip:Well first off me being home crying and screaming doing god knows what...wouldn't bring him back...it would only make me feel better for so long, but seeing you smile and laugh makes me smile and laugh! That's what my dad would want me to do. Enjoy every moment here!
You:You are a very strong person! Thank you.
Phillip:-smiles- thanks! And no problem.
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I decided to try and call diggy again
But he didn't answer so I decided to just watch movies with Phillip and the kids, it's been atleast 2 hours now and Daniel still wasn't back...I tried calling but he didn't answer...
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Phillip:it's getting late...maybe I should get going.
You:no! Don't leave me.
Phillip:-chuckles- you lucky I like you.
You:-laughs- thanks now let's make dinner.
Phillip:wait what you mean lets?
You:come on help me out so I can put the kids to bed.
Phillip:how you know that I can even cook?
You:I just know. Now come on!
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We got up and went inside the kitchen to cook up some Macaroni cheese,meat loaf and vegetable. Thank god Phillip was here to speed the process...
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Phillip:so after dinner?
You:I go put the kids in the bath and then put them to bed.
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After cooking and eating I put the kids in the bath and they went straight to bed because lord knows they was tired, I went back downstairs to Phillip..
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You:I think I did a pretty good job.
Phillip:-chuckles- yes we did.
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I laughed at his response and he gathered his stuff and I began to walk him to the door when diggy walked in and slammed the door!
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You:baby wher-
Diggy:get out!
You:wait what?
Diggy:You! Get the fuck out of my house!
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He said pointing at Phillip, I didn't understand what was wrong and why he thought it was ok to act like this...
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Phillip:Yo let me get out of here, this nigga trippin!
Diggy:what you say!?
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Diggy walked up to him and stared at him with his red puffy eyes.
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Diggy:you better get the fuck out my house and stay away from my fiancé!
You:Dan-
Phillip:do you know how stupid you sound!? We do work together!
Diggy:well she quit!
Phillip:in your dreams!
Diggy:alright we gone see! Now get out my house!
Phillip:I'm out!
You:I'm sorry phill-
Diggy:you shut up and go sit in the living room!
You:have you l-
Diggy:-yells- NOW!
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Phillip walked out and I went into the living room and sat on the couch when diggy came in and sat next to me...
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You:you are trippin! What is your problem?
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He didn't say nothing, he continued to just stare at the wall...
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You:Daniel answer me!
Diggy:she's Gone.
You:gone? Who? What are you talking about?
Diggy:she's really gone.
You:Daniel who?
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He stood up and looked at me with pain and anger...
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Diggy:kalies! My daughter is gone.
You:Aww baby I'm so sorry
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I tried to hug him but he pushed me away...
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Diggy:No your not! You don't care! You never liked lea or gave a damn about kalies!
You:Daniel how dare you say that! Just bec-
Diggy:save it!
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He stood there looking at me, and I stood there looking at him as he cried...
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