One last try / Jenna Ortega

Chapter 50

Jenna's  Pov:
(1:17 am)

I was going through the dream in my head, i had my phone in my hands and i was scrolling down my albums, trying to fake being 'busy' on my phone while i calculated the dream, and trying to finally figure out my feelings. The first thing i thought about is my shirt.. And the way they tore it.

Something Leo would be ashamed of doing, it was really sexy.. But the way he couldn't help himself when i gave the green light surprised me.. Then i thought about the fact that they are a virgin.. And so am i, whenever i 'finger' myself, i only insert the tip of my middle finger.. I've never tried to go deeper cause it hurts, plus i still please myself..

But i've never pleased myself so much that i came.. That's another issue that i'm avoiding, and yes i know this proves that i like them physically.. I'm no longer denying it, i'm just trying to play it cool. Moving on.. I have no idea how they knew what to do with my breast.. But any virgin that's attracted to women might know.

The last but most important thing that completely caught me off guard was.. His expression.. Whenever Leo has an emotion he shows it either with his eyebrows, or eyes, or corner of his mouth. I've only seen their teeth twice, once cause they were eating and the second when he smiled a little too much,

I don't know how my brain was able to come up with the image that he was smirking full on, smiling widely, and grinning, and let's not forget that evil prankster face.. Where the fuck did all of this come from.. I had stopped scrolling at this point,

My head was still pointed downwards but my eyes were looking straight through my eyebrows at the seat in front of me, as i was trying to break down this dream.. I was super confused and with every detail i'd remember the more stunned i'd become. Alana noticed me struggling, and breathing a little heavy,

"can you tell me what's up with you?" she worried with annoyance, raising an eyebrow while cringing at me, i snapped out of the trance, and picked my head up turning to look at her, "hmm?" i hummed in confusion while raising my own brow, she huffed and rolled her eyes, "Jenna" she called while waving her palm up and down,

she was trying to show me how i'm just sitting there in silence fighting my own thoughts, and also telling me she's not dumb, i sighed while briefly shutting my eyes and sinking into my seat, i cleared my throat then reopened my eyes once again staring at the seat in front of me, "i have a lot of questions that i'm searching answers for." i put out,

My tone had a hint of disappointment, while i deeply exhaled, "maybe i can answer some for you" Alana suggested with a side shrug, clearly trying to help me, she relaxed her body and fell back on her seat, after i finally told her what was in my mind, i continued to examine the seat in front of me,

"ok.. I'll ask you some of the questions i have then," i agreed, turning on my side and crossing my arms, i licked my lips and took a deep breath in through my mouth while looking down, "you know how i thought i was asexual, or aromantic, or even both.." i sighed looking back up at her eyes as she nodded in response,

"well i have a huge desire to have sex.. And not just with anyone.. I mean i guess that's kind of obvious" i gulped, i was really nervous to confess to Alana what has been happening, but then again she knows about this stuff, and it's good to get it off my chest, and to accept advice from her..

"i'm so happy right now.." she gasped while her hand hovered over her mouth with wide eyes, and her eyebrows almost touching her hair line, she gasped when i told her, then grinned, she collected herself shortly after, and readjusted herself in the seat, she swallowed then put on a serious face, with blush,