Sleep With Me | KNJ x Reader

Ch 50 | Anguish

Author's POV:

"Yoongi, please," Nari begs, gripping his wrist to stop him from walking away.

"I have to get back to the other members," he says coldly, glaring at her over his shoulder. "I don't have anything to say to you."

"Yes, you do," she says shakily, a tear rolling down her cheek. "At least yell at me or something. Stop ignoring me."

He lets out a long, annoyed exhale as he turns to face her. "Why should I talk to you when you don't talk to me? What kind of fucking girlfriend are you?"

Nari lets go of his wrist and stares at the ground, shifting uncomfortably on her feet.

"What were you thinking?" he grits through his teeth. "You've had it out for [Y/N] since the beginning for no reason. I knew you didn't trust her but I thought you were just worried about Namjoon."

"I was just worried about Namjoon," she whimpers, still staring at her feet.

"Yeah well look where that fucking got you," he snorts, putting his hands on his hips. "You didn't trust me, you didn't trust [Y/N], and you didn't trust Jungkook. You only trusted yourself."

"I'm sorry," she chokes out, her teary eyes looking back up at him.

"No you're not," he seethes, anger beginning to overtake his body. "You didn't even have the balls to tell me what you'd done. I had to hear it three days later from Jimin."

"Because I knew I fucked up," she starts to sob. "I knew you'd be mad and I was scared."

Yoongi's heart breaks a little more as he stares into her eyes. Nari and Hae-Ran were good friends, and she never forgave herself for letting that happen to Namjoon. Nari had trusted Hae-Ran and she's been hesitant to accept anyone into her circle since then.

"Sorry isn't going to fix this," he sighs, glaring at nothing to his right.

More tears start falling down Nari's face as she grips the hem of her shirt. "Are you going to break up with me?"

He slowly shifts his eyes back to her, his stomach turning over as he hurts for everyone. For Namjoon, for you, for Nari, for Jungkook, for Jimin.

"I'm not doing anything right now," he says quietly, pinching the bridge of his nose. "But you have to understand where I'm coming from. You have to understand that what you did was wrong. You've destroyed a relationship."

She bites her lip and nods. She knows what she's done. When you left the apartment, crying and running after Namjoon, Nari was left alone with Jungkook as he slowly explained everything. The guilt has been eating away at her, and there's nothing she can do about it.

"I have to go," Yoongi sighs, turning back around to walk out. "We'll talk later."

He gently shuts the door behind him as Nari crouches to the ground, sobbing into the palms of her hands.

"Hey man, are you okay?" Jin asks as Yoongi walks towards the couch he's on. Namjoon's silently sitting on the other side of him.

Yoongi plops himself on the couch and leans his head back against the cushion, his palms rubbing against his eyes. "No I'm not. I'm so angry."

Jin ruffles the back of his hair before Yoongi swats him away.

"Are you guys ready to head out?" Jimin asks, packing the rest of his bag.

The four of them had mandatory dance lessons today since Hoseok has a stick up his ass. Jimin looks at Yoongi and Jin, avoiding Namjoon's eyes as they all start to get up.