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Dear diary

I've wrote a semi diary but haven't wrote it all for yesterday but I enjoyed yestrtday, so I'll write that properly and upload it but I feel like death right now

My mum is a little worried I think

I have a banging headache
Feel like I'm gonna be sick
Can't eat
Nose bleed a little
I've sneezed so much today
Nose keeps running
Coughing
Maybe I'm just coming down with something

Also I had a fever when they took my temp was a little concerning. Was 37.6 I think. That's quite high

And I was wearing an open button shirt, I only changed into my jumper I had in the car afterwards so I was actually wearing thin clothes

Bless A treated us a bit tonight, was nice seeing him and B. I honestly tried to play it down so much

I'm tired of everything right now, my health and doctors and hospitals. It's stressing me out.

I feel really really bad tonight, quite ill. Would make - immunocompromised
He did ask if I was okay tonight, probably could tell I felt a little ill idk. I tried to hide it though.

I need to take the cream and naproxen cos my headache right now is no joke

I'll write more properly about everything but I really cba right now

(On the bright side I had a pumpkin spiced frappe today, can't believe it's September.)

I think I'm on the verge of crying lol. My arm is bruised from the multiple blood tests

There's more to it
Both my parents were concerned when I came home, which is understandable, my sister was texting me. Iehab was concerned. My jeans were so loose on me today, I need to gain a little weight
I need to lay low and act like I'm fine.

I need to rest

(The Karak chai was so tasty)

I keep sneezing. My mums convinced I've caught a cold. At this point I can't tell what's causing whatever I'm feeling. I play it down so much in front of my friends and family so for me to say I don't feel well, really means I don't feel well. I almost sneezed in chaiiwala, but the entire time with iehab I kept sneezing. It started after the hospital though. My eyes are so red

Urghhhhhhh I feel horrendous

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