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Dear diary

I'm beyond shattered and feel so nauseous. And ended up calling the police 😟 and the no caller id is them calling me

Hoping tomorrow (well today really as it's past midnight, will be a good day.) I thought iehab had forgot I have a gp appt but when she called she was like
You have a gp appt right and I was like how did you remember and she was like of course I'd remember

I honestly didn't expect her to and low-key want people to forget there's something wrong with me. I'd rather go through it in silence than affect people. I don't wanna burden anyone.

We were both out and we literally texted each other at the same exact time asking if we are home yet and I thought that's so cute. If that's not love idk what is.

I'm gonna mention the other lump I've felt tomorrow at the gp. I'm a little nervous and I just don't wanna go anymore I'm tired. I was someone who never went to the doctors only if it was an emergency, now look.

I literally had two painkillers today. It helped tho I can't lie.

I had weird dreams last night. I swear one dream was like a "wet dream" I woke up like wtf was that. It honestly made me feel so spicy but I went back to sleep , I actually was annoyed I dreamt it cos it woke me up😭😂 but I managed to fall back asleep. You're the horniest right after your period finishes but some girls get it a week before their period and right after their period too. I've just finished my period Saturday night. So maybe that's why.

I haven't been sleeping much lately. Broken sleep.
I need to let A know my appt time, not sure if he's coming to it or if I'm meeting him after it.
10:20

Anyways I gotta be up early to do some tyre research and call some places up.
Super tired

Good night diary

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I literally had the most realistic dream of my gp consultation just now , urgh

Buzzing