Revenge To Affair

*Love him still*

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Words do not express thoughts very well. They always become a little different immediately after they are expressed , a little distorted, a little foolish.
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It was 5 am in the morning and jimin was wide awake in the quietness of the dark. His mind was replaying the scenes from the last night and the only question rising in his head was where was tae and why did he called him there. He didn't even reply to Jimin's any messages .

His head was aching with the deep thoughts so he frustratedly turned to his right side. Suddenly Jungkook's face was close to his face as jungkook was lying near jimin. Jimin looked at jungkook and suddenly a small smile appeared at jimin's face when he saw the peacefulness on Jungkook's face. His skin was illuminating in the low light.

Every tension, every worry which was in his head disappeared from his head as he continued to stare at jungkook. Jungkook was insanely gorgeous and jimin always appreciated it.

" You always tell me that I am pretty but have you ever even looked at yourself....you are the prettiest." Jimin whispered while touching Jungkook's eyelids slowly with his fingers. Then he moved his fingers from eyelids to Jungkook's cheek creasing it softly.

He stared at Jungkook's face before closing his eyes and sighing out. Jimin rested his forehead at Jungkook's.

" I'm so selfish, ain't I? Even after knowing that you need to move on in your life I'm holding you back.... I don't know anymore who to blame for our bad fate. I won't lie this time I still want you but... "
Jimin murmured while opening his eyes and moving a little bit away.

" I know that's not even possible... at least from my side. We have different lives now. We have different responsibilities. We have different priorities. But I still want you." Jimin spoke while resting his head on Jungkook's arm gently. His heart felt light as if he wanted to tell these things too jungkook but never got the chance.

He felt himself slipping into slumber again in the warmth of Jungkook's arms . He knew being close to Jungkook was wrong but it felt just right .

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Jimin and Jungkook both were having breakfast in silence as Jimin was ready to leave for his home. Obviously he had to go and get ready for his office and face Jihoon's rubbish too. Jungkook his cleared throat to gain jimin's attention.

" When are you going to tell me what happened and why you went to that hotel last night?" Jungkook uttered and jimin froze at his place. He didn't know what to say, Taehyung and Jungkook already hated each other's guts. If he told jungkook that taehyung called him yesterday then jungkook would probably fight with tae or create chaos so Jimin decided to hide it. It's better to hide taehyung's name until he himself talks to him and asks about the incident and reasons.

" I-...... a friend of mine called me there urgently. But he didn't meet me there instead the police appeared suddenly when I was in a room" Jimin spoke while looking down at his plate. His tone was wavering.

" Who ?" Jungkook asked.

" You don't know him." Jimin spoke again.

" It doesn't matter. I just need his details." Jungkook answered back.

" But I don't think he did anything intentionally maybe something was wrong with him." Jimin spoke without looking up.