inadequate ☠ afi + lrh • mgc/cth (boyxboy)

a.f.i

June 13, 2014, 6:58 p.m

I giggled at Brittany, who was on my back currently, receiving a piggyback from me. she always loved getting piggybacks.

one thing I loved about Brittany was her accent. she's american, and of course I love American accents. they're so hot, and she has a very cute one. although she tries to fight with me and say mine is cuter, she is definitely wrong, because she's the cute one.

she moved from America to here about a year and a half ago. I met her in my art class, and we just sort of clicked from there on. she has to move back next year, but that hasn't came yet, and I don't think I want to think about that. we've been dating for a year, and I really love her. she makes me so happy, and I don't like to think about her leaving.

sometimes I wonder if she's the one, but sometimes even when i'm with her, I feel this emptiness inside of me. like, it's a bore often when we're together and I don't know. we don't do anything either. I mean, we kiss and hold hands together. and sometimes we'll do more, but we hardly just hang out with each other. it's like we only text, and that's not all the time, so it's basically boring. and sometimes I don't know, I just expect more.

doesn't mean that I don't care for her, because oh I do. a lot actually. it makes me sa knowing she'll be leaving in a year, but also happy that we still have that much time together. I always try to be optimistic.

"can we stop by Luke's? he's gonna let me borrow a phone charger since mine broke," I said to Britt as she see and nodded.

soon we got to luke and I walked in his room and laid my body on top of his, making him laugh.

"hi brittany," he laughed.

"hi luke," she giggled smiling at the boy below me as I glanced down at his face.

"got my charger?"

he nodded as I got up and he took the charger from his nightstand and hands it to me, having me thank his.
"you wanna stay tonight? i'm bored shitless," he said and I shrugged.

"yeah, i'll come back over later after I drop Brittany off, alright?" I said and he nodded waving bye the both of us before we left. we went back to my house and just laid in my bed, watching movies together and possibly kissing and touching here and there.

"get off your phone and cuddle me," I whined as she smiled and rolled her eyes.

"i'm sorry, I had to respond back to my friends," she defended as I pouted.

"you didn't have too. I never get on my phone when i'm with you, just so we can be together," I said cheesy as she chuckled.

"oh hush. you're like a giant, sensitive, but cute, baby," she said as I sighed turning my attention back to the movie until her phone started ringing.

"seriously? don't answer it, just lay with me," I told her trying to cuddle into her more, but she just pulled away and answered.

"hey dad," she said as I laid there staring at my ceiling.

"yeah...and Ashton?....fine, i'm coming," she said and hung up glancing back down at me.

"my dads here, gotta go," she said.

"why? it's only 8, you normally stay till ten or eleven," I said as she shrugged and gave me a kiss.

"i'm sorry babe, i'll call you later tonight, okay?" she said and I nodded.

she leaned in, giving me three kisses, one after another, making me chuckle as I saved goodbye to her, and got on my bike, before I started riding down to Luke's house.