inadequate ☠ afi + lrh • mgc/cth (boyxboy)

l.r.h

August 9, 2014, 10:23 p.m

I was currently at the party with Calum beside of me. we were sitting outside on a bench swing. A lot of people were at the party and I didn't even realize Louis knew this many people. Although he most likely didn't know everyone. People probably brought their friends and such.

"No she was a lesbian," Dave said making Calum and I laugh. He's been talking to us for a few minutes now, and he was pretty funny. he's friends with Niall.

"Alright well i'll see you guys around. take care," he smiled and we both waved.

"bye Dave," we both said waving and chuckled.

"He's so funny man," Calum chuckled as I smiled nodding.
we were sitting there, sipping our drinks just watching the party. I was scanning around to see if I could find Ashton. I said hi to him earlier but didn't say much since Brittany was tugging him away. but he looks so good tonight.

"Michaels here? with destiny??" Calum asked and I had no idea he was until I looked to the direction he was and saw him.

"luke he's staring at me," he said and I noticed it too and looked away.

"it's okay Cal," I said and he shook his head.

I looked over seeing Ashton looking at me and I smiled at him as he smiled at me too. he was just so cute.

"luke kiss me," he said catching me by surprise.

"what?" I asked glancing back at Ashton who looked back at me. if I kiss Calum Ashton will see and would that be like me cheating? i'm not sure.

"please luke, please. just do it while he's looking," he said.

"Calum..." I said and he pouted and I sighed.

"a quick kiss you got two seconds," I mumbled as he glanced at Michael before turning to me, and pressing his lips against mine.

his lips were so soft and plump and addictive. he slowly slid his tongue in while I wasn't thinking and I allowed it. that was until I thought of Ashton and I quickly pulled away.

"I said two seconds," I whispered wiping my mouth.

"you didn't mind it, pretty boy," he mumbled as I glanced over to see Ashton who was staring dead at me with sad eyes.

I gave an apologetic look, mouthing an apology but he just turned away. I sighed, running a frustrated hand through my hair.

"what's gotten you so worked up, luke? you didn't care last time," he said and I just shook my head.

"just never kissed a guy in public before, aren't you nervous? you aren't even gay," I said making up an excuse for Ashton.

he shrugged, "I don't know what I am."
I just nodded starring down at my hands. too nervous to glance up at Ashton again, and Calum as well. i'm doing things all wrong. Ashton is probably so angry at me. I just hope he'll talk to me.

"Are you okay luke? Don't be mad at me..." Calum said frowning and I gave him a small grin and shook my head. I couldn't have him think that. it wasn't true. If I were to be mad at anyone it would be myself. Why? Maybe because I was actually liking kissing Calum.

"I'm gonna head home, alright?" I said and he pouted, "No stay with me lukey," he said and I sighed noticing he was starting to have too much to drink. within the time we saw Michael, he chugged two.