May 23, 2014, 9:32 p.m
(pay attention to the dates^^^^^^!!!!!)
I smiled after glancing at her front door waiting for her to answer. I held one dozen blood red roses in one hand, and a medium size teddy bear. I remember her specifically pointing to it saying how cute this one was a week ago. So I went and got it.
She didn't answer but she had her light on dim in her bedroom so I know she's home. I came over when her parents went to work so we'd have the night alone.
I went over grabbing the key that was taped under the window pane and pulled it off as I unlocked the door. Really hope this makes her happy. I love seeing her smile.
I shut the door quietly and walks upstairs to her room. As I pushed open the door my smile slowly faded seeing her on her bed. Naked. with Brad Kendrick. I stood there not knowing what to do. she quickly pushed away from Brad.
"Michael," she said surprised and worriedly. as if she cared. I dropped the bear and roses and turned around walking out her bedroom door, feeling my heart breaking every step I walked down. I was angry. I can't leave.
I turned back around the stairs walking up, seeing Destiny pulling on a big grey tee shirt. I walked straight over to Brad as destiny was already about to start crying.
"Michael stop!"
As Brad made contact with me, My fist made contact with his jaw, not giving his a second to defend himself, I continued to throw punches at him, as destiny was screaming at me to stop. Once I saw his face bloody enough I stopped.
"Michael please! Stop!" I turned to her with tears in my eyes angry.
"Fuck you!" I said as I walked back down the stairs and she ran after me, grabbing my arm trying to pull me back
"No," I yelled at her pulling my arm away from her, heart broken and pissed off.
"Don't you fucking touch me, I can barely even look at you right now," I said with tears rolling down my cheeks, as I shook my head. I can't believe her right now."Michael i'm sorry, please i'm so sorry—"
"Oh bullshit!" I said with tears falling down my face, "You didn't fucking love me. You know why? Because your legs wouldn't of been open fucking some dickhead!"
"Mikey," she cried and I shook my head.
"No, you don't call me that. Don't fucking call me that. I loved you destiny. Why would you do this to me?" I cried shaking my head as she went and tried to grab me again and I shoved her away, pulling my arm back.
"I hate you," I replied and shook my head, "What is even happening?!" I asked myself and shook my head walking to the door.
"No Mikey stay! Please don't," She cried and I shook my head.
"I hate you," I said looking dead in her eyes, "I hate you so much. I never want to speak to you again."
With that, I walked out of her house, leaving her crying. Why was she even crying? If anything I should be the one crying! I am. She hurt me. Why would she even try to pretend that it was her hurting, crying like that. She's only sorry she got caught.
I continued to ball my eyes out as I sat down on a bench alone. I let it all out, crying hard, to the point where I was hiccuping. I fucking loved her. Why would she do something like this to me? I don't understand what I did wrong. It's because i'm a freak isn't it? Nothing ever goes my way. I never get what I want. I can't believe I thought she really loved me. A year down the fucking drain.
(now you guys know what happened to Mikey and why his heart was broken and he slipped into a big depression.)
poooor Mikey :-(( hope you guys liked it and sorry it's so short. i'll try to make the other ones longer.
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