inadequate ☠ afi + lrh • mgc/cth (boyxboy)

m.g.c

June 20, 2014, 11:00 p.m

"you sure you don't want anything to eat? you've been here since six and haven't had anything. you got to be hungry," i asked as calum just shook his head.

he looked hungry to me. maybe that's just because i eat everything.

"no i'm fine really. if I was hungry id already get something. you know me, mikey," he said as he smiled and nodded, but they looked fake. was he really thinking that i was convinced?

bobby was leaving tonight. her grandma thinks she's staying with her friend back in Brisbane but really she's just been at my house.

I guess we're a couple, just unofficial. but she's definitely mine. which is also crazy. she's amazing and i'm so luck. to have someone like her. and the fact she actual has mutual feelings for me.

"have you heard from Ashton today? he's not answering any of my text or calls," calum asked concerned and I shook my head.

"no I haven't talked to him," I said and he frowned.

"why? he's probably busy with Brittany or with luke," I said and he nodded.

after an hour of talking or so, we made sure bobby had all of her stuff together. she was wearing my favorite iron maiden tee shirt, but I thought she looked better in it than I did myself. plus while I won't be able to see her, she's have something to remind her of me.

then out of nowhere calum bent over, grasping his stomach, groaning put in pain. I shoved bobby off of me, going over to him.

"you alright, cally? what's wrong?" i asked as He continued to lean over and hold his stomach in pain, wincing.

"i-i'm fine," he said standing up trying to suck up the pain and he nodded his head.

"look, you better get bobby outside, she'll miss the taxi," he said as both bobby and I were concerned with calum's current state. I was scared of what was happening.

"calum, you're not fine, sit down," i ordered and calum just shook his head, not listening to a damn word I was saying.

"no, i'm fine. i'm just gonna go home."

"no you're not. please calum," i begged desperately, as he went to leave, but couldn't walk.

"michael," he said gripping my forearm, "michael I can't breathe."

tears started falling softly down his face an I became terrified. tears formed in my eyes as I was terrified.

"bobby you have to leave. did you call do help?" I asked and she nodded, but then calum collapsed in my arms and I started freaking out.

it's like my whole world just froze in place. everything was a blur. except calum. he seemed lifeless in my arms. laid still, wit a pale face.

"oh my god. calum. calum! calum wake up! calum wake up, wake up! please!" I cried shaking him a bit and then checked his pulse.

"oh my god, he's not breathing," I said an began hearing sirens.

I grabbed calum, scooping his body up in my arms, and bobby got the door for me. but the ems men came, taking him from me, and putting him on the stretcher. two ambulances pulled up and a cop car. sirens were very loud an it started making me mad.

my neighbors were walking outside on their porches and lookin through their windows. they started putting him in the EMS truck and I began to get terrified having no way to the hospital.

"no! wait!" I cried trying to get to the back of the ems where they were trying to regain him, but was failing to him.

"sir, we're going to need you to step back," two people said trying to hold me back.

I shook my head, not caring how crazy I looked. tears were streaming down my face, and I felt like I was going crazy. my breathing was hard and my ears were ringing. but I didn't care. i just wanted calum to be okay.

"please!" I cried, "please, he's all I have! hes my best friend," I cried, as I stopped fighting, "he's all I have," I cried and one man sighed and nodded his head to the other.

"okay, cmon. don't touch anything," he said as he helped me up into the truck and they were struggling to get calum to wake up as I cried.

"calum, please wake up," I cried and grabbed his hand and held it.

"sir, you can't do that, i'm sorry," a woman told me apologetic as I nodded my head and let go.

please be okay, calum.

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okAy this made me so sad. michael is like so sad seeing how heartbroken michael was. but calum is his best friend so yeah

and calum is all michael has, so it's really taking a toll on michael. especially when he finds out what the cause of it is.

but if any of you need to talk, please pm, an i'll answer I promise. i'm always here ily guys
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