inadequate ☠ afi + lrh • mgc/cth (boyxboy)

c.t.h

[[[unedited like the rest of this book oops]]]

July 18, 2014 4:30 p.m.

I groaned rolling my eyes and shaking my head, trying to get the fact that Rosie was definitely the type of girl who says one thing and means the exact opposite, "oh my gosh, i'm going to hit you," I said grinning too widely, as I grabbed her arms and give her a small shake making her giggle, along with me.

"shut up. sorry, but you're so wrong. I mean what I say," she defended crossing her arms as I just proceeded to roll my eyes once more. I might have a bad habit of doing that. but it didn't seem to bother Rosie.

"whatever, rose," I said turning on my stomach and hiding my face, "i'm not gonna go hang out with lily. i'm just going to stay home, and be all by myself, very bored, but it's totally cool, I don't even care."

she groaned, giving me a light punch in the back, making me smile as I peaked my head up, watching her smile at me. damn, she's so amazing.

"calum i've told you seven times that I don't care! I seriously do not care whom you hang out with, can you get that through your thick-"

I cut her off by sitting up and grabbing her face and pressing my lips against hers, smiling. I could feel the heat of her her cheeks as she flushed, and kissed back smiling into the kiss. once I pulled away, I pressed our foreheads against each other, still holding her face, "you're so cute when you're angry."

she smiled, giving me another kiss before standing up, "okay now I really have to leave. just text me later, alright?"

I smiled and nodded watching her as she began walking out the the bedroom, but I couldn't let her go, just yet. I quickly got you, grabbing her wrist and giving her multiple kisses, especially all over the place making her giggle and tried to shove me away.

"okay, okay, i'm done torturing you now," I smiled as she nodded, leaning on her tiptoes, and giving me another kiss on the lips before actually leaving this time.

well, now i'm suppose to go get Lily. we had agreed to hang out the whole day, but Rosie came over and i'm not just going to not hang out with Rosie. but I felt extremely guilty, so I brought Lily some food over and told her I'd come and pick her up later and we would have the best movie night ever. which we will. I got extra pillows on my bed, and picked out four movies. one fro a different genre, and bought a few snacks. although I know how we both are, but being together we would be able to eat them. I was doing just fine and was figuring that Lily was as well.

she seem to look healthier each time I saw her. but then again, it might just be because she might be feeling happier. three nights ago we sat outside on my back porch talking to each other about how we both feel and she was a very sad girl. and her parents were total shit. how can you not want to care for your child? they knew about her eating disorder, but didn't do anything about it. it's not even her parents that persuade her to go to the supper group, she goes because her doctor nearly forced her too, and she persuades herself each time.

she was going to stop going period, but after meeting luke and I, she felt better about the whole idea of support group. which I glad because then maybe we wouldn't be friends and god she's a good friend. and I feel almost luck to have someone like her as my friend. no one else hangs out with her anyways. she's out of school just like me, and she doesn't have any of friends. at all. not even one, which is weird. wouldn't you at least have at least one friend? well she does now, but that wasn't the point.

I walked out of my bedroom, and downstairs seeing that my mom and dad were no where in the house. Mali moved out two months ago, so her old room was practically empty now. she still talked to my parents though. not as much as she use too, but at least she still called. but she normally text me everyday. we were pretty close. she's always checking up on me, so i'm thankful for her. even when she's being a total brat.