inadequate ☠ afi + lrh • mgc/cth (boyxboy)

l.r.h

June 13, 2014, 8:52 p.m

"where's your brother?" Ashton asked as I shrugged continuing to eat another grape.

"he went out with his friends somewhere. probably won't be home tonight," I said and he nodded.

"you're lucky you don't have younger sibling. they either want you to play 24/7, or your mom wants you to watch them."

"but they're only a couple years younger than you. Harry with be thirteen next year, right?" I asked and he nodded, and shrugged.

"oh well, we got the house to ourselves tonight," he winked making me laugh and shake my head.

"so did you have fun with Brittany today?" I asked changing the subject not knowing exactly what else to ask.

he shrugged, "eh."

I gave him a confused look.
"eh? why 'eh'?"

"I don't know," he sighed, "she's the same britt, ya know? and she makes me so happy, but at the same time she just acts so distant. she never wants to get off her phone and just be with me," he said and I shrugged.

"maybe she's just awkward and that's why she's always on it? just to keep her occupied and stop her from thinking so much on what to do, or say," I said and he shrugged.

"maybe yeah. but we were watching a more. and I could simply occupy her anytime of the time. I don't know. it's just not as exciting as it use to be. not that I don't love her or anything," he said and I nodded and took a drink of water.

"here's my advice," I said placing a hand on his shoulder. "get your dick sucked," I said playfully making the both of us laug as his face went red.

"wow luke, such good advice," he laughed as we walked upstairs and played video games most of the night, until electric cut out, due to it storming.

"oi, fuck," he mumbled as I shrugged, tossing my comtroller down and laying back on my bed.

"agh I love the rain," I sad shutting my eyes I heard Ashton pouting.

"it's thundering, i'm sleeping with you," he said making me chuckle and open my eyes.

"why?"

"I dunno," he mumbled as he pot under the covers. I wasn't so sure if I honestly wanted Ashton sleeping with me. it made me feel weird and especiall when he would cuddle up close to me.

but we lied awake half the night talking and laughing. once we actually began getting tired, ashton talked more about personal things. he was always like that towards me when he was exhausted.

"alright, why don't we go to sleep? you're clearly exhausted," I said as he chuckled and kept his eyes shut.

"we can stay up just a couple more minutes," he mumbled and I shrugged laying on my suse facing him. but I had my eyes shut, and had space between us.

"Brittany made me mad today kind of," he said and I nodded keeping my eyes shut.

"I know. she wouldn't get off her phone," I said.

"not only that. she hardly cuddled with me. she just laid there," he said.

"poor Ashton," I said feeling awkward as I said it, not really knowin what else there was to say. so I just joked around with it, "i'll cuddle with you."

"really?" he asked and I opened my eye to meet his.

"uh," I sad not knowing exactly what to say and gave a small shrug. "i-i guess."

he said nothing, but instead score closely to me, pulling me closer, where our bodies were pressed against each other, and he cuddled into my chest. my heart was pounding and I was scared he would hear it.

I tried to steady out my breathing, as my arm wrapped around his warm body, and I cleared my throat. then he chuckled.

"you're more cuddable than Brittany is, and she's a girl," he joked and I forced a nervous laugh out.

she's a girl. i'm a guy. but why am I cuddled up to Ashton right now, and not minding it?