inadequate ☠ afi + lrh • mgc/cth (boyxboy)

c.t.h

July 24, 2014, 8:59 p.m

{pay attention to the dates!!^^}

I shut my car off as I pulled up to Luke's house. I didn't just get him a to-go-box and buy his dinner for nothing.

approaching the door, I clicked my key chain clicker making sure the doors were locked, and headed inside without asking. his dad was on the couch and sighed giving me a wave as I smiled a bit.

"hello calum, I see you're not known to a doorbell, correct?" he joked as I have a cheeky smirk and nodded.

"nice seeing you too," I joked, "luke upstairs?"

he nodded as I hurried up the stairs and giving a small knock before walking in his room. he laid on his bed, scrolling on his phone. I smiled and held the box out to him as he gave me a small smile.

"you're the best," he said and I knew how happy he was for the food.

I took a seat next to him and patted his back as he sat up, crisscrossed, and opened the box of his food.

"so why aren't you staying with Michael?" he asked and I tried to keep my emotions in me as I gave a shrug.

"guess he didn't want me to," I said as luke gave me an astonished look.

"didn't want you to? cal you and mikey are so close of course he would want you to," he said and I sighed giving a shrug.

don't cry

"He didn't talk to me the whole dinner. even when Ashton left. It was just me and him and he was just on his phone the whole time. and then he left."

"well that's weird of him," he said and I nodded.

"and I even text him like a few minutes ago and he read it and didn't reply," I frowned as luke looked at me with sad eyes.

"i'm sorry, I don't know what's up with him. no reason for him to act like that," luke said and I just shrugged before laying back and starring at his ceiling.

not sure why Michael is acting the way he is. I mean, I didn't do anything to him for him to act that way. i'm just trying to be there for him like friends should be. I could feel my eyes start to water up, not that I wanted to cry; I just couldn't help it. it just wasn't really a good day an the Michael situation was bothering me majorly. I was just sad today. very sad.

don't cry

"Calum?" luke said setting aside his now empty box, "You okay?"

That's when I couldn't hold it in. I just started crying softly, letting the tears fall out and luke came, pulling me up and giving me a hug while I cried on his shoulder.

"Shh, it's okay Cal, just let it out," he said rubbing my back.

I don't know how long I cried, but Luke sat with me the whole time, not really minding. At least I don't think he did. Hopefully he didn't, then it would just make me feel worse because I was a burden to him. He's having his own problems. I pulled away sighing.

"i'm sorry, you having your own problems, you don't need me crying on you right now because of my stupid feelings," I said embarrassed as he look offended and almost angry.

"Don't say that Cal, you know i'm here for you any time, no matter what. Even if I'm upset or sad too. You're my priority. My best friend. I'm always here for you, so don't ever say that. Okay?"

I nodded wiping my tears away as he sighed and patted my lap, "I'm sorry Cal."