What Should I Do?|Seventeen|

Chapter Fifty-Two.

Hello,Beautiful readers/Carats. There's two things I wanted to talked about.

Firstly about Younghee, some of you guys asked me about Younghee's real person. To be honest, there is no specific idol girls being Younghee in this book. I want you guys to use your wonderful imagination, Younghee can be any girl you guys wished. Even yourself, I don't mind guys ;)

Secondly, I've been keeping this onto myself ever since SEVENTEEN's pretty U era. I wanted to tell you guys because since we are all CARATs and probably you guys would understand me because maybe some of you guys experienced it as well..Remember when I said Joshua was my ultimate bias?..Well,I changed..I'm sorry..seriously..Dokyeom is my ultimate bias right now. It hurt me actually because Joshua were like my first love when I first saw SEVENTEEN then now I change to Dokyeom, it seems like I betrayed him..But all of them are actually my number one biases but Dokyeom is more like the very first. Don't be mad at me guys for changing my ultimate bias..Don't stop reading this book just because I changed my ultimate bias :'( Sorry..BUT SERIOUSLY Joshua can be back onto my ultimate bias spot. It's always like that,right? I'm sure you guys would experienced it..Right? :(

Gah,I'm such a bad gal.

Anyway,Let's proceed to the story!

[Both of them are fighting for the ultimate bias spot]

Edited at 12 midnight : HAPPY BIRTHDAY,JOSHUA HONG. MY FIRST LOVE ♥

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Seungkwan's pov:

We all walked downstairs to see Younghee.

After Joshua told me about Younghee's thoughts, I was actually abit disappointed on her because she thinks that we were just using her for excitement.

I mean why can't she feel that all of our words and actions were actually real?

Were we not that fully sincere with our actions towards her? That's why she didn't feel it?

I sighed as I feel sad about Younghee's confusion.

Vernon who was walking beside me looked at me with understanding expression.

"Don't worry, after this. I'm sure Younghee would realised how after we told her about our real feelings",Vernon smiled and fix his turtle neck sweater.

I slowly nodded.

"Hopefully, she would really see the truth",I jumped at the last step and walked towards the kitchen.

"Where's Younghee?",Everyone looked at Joshua, Joshua frowned his eyebrows.

"I told her that she can tour around the summer house, I'm sure why she is now",He rubbed the back of his neck.