Musha And I (and them)

Poem

Quiet

I love you.
You also tell me that you love me.
I believe that nothing could ever tear us apart.
I believe that our love will last.
I stay quiet in bliss..

I wish I could tell you things.
I wish I could tell you all of my problems so you could help me.
But I don't want you to suffer with me.
I don't want to burden you.
I stay quiet in pain..

I want to keep you for myself.
I don't want you to leave me for anyone.
I don't want anyone to take you from me.
I refuse to let you go.
I stay quiet in protection..

I don't deserve you.
There are other people who could love you better than I can.
You are the light of the sun and I am the darkness of the moon.
You could be happier with me gone.
I stay quiet in inferiority..

You want more from me.
I don't have the will to give you more.
You insist that it's okay but inside I know you're angry with me.
You won't tell me but I know you're fed up with me.
I stay quiet in fear..

I realize that I don't deserve you or anything.
I realize that I should make you happy by pleasing your every desire.
I only need to make you happy.
My happiness is yours to have.
I stay quiet in servitude..

I am hurting inside.
I'm breaking down but I can't let it show.
I refuse to let you know my pain in fear of you getting hurt.
My pain means nothing if I can keep a smile on your face.
I stay quiet in secrecy..

I stay quiet.

I stay quiet because no one can know.

I stay quiet because I care more about others than I do myself.

I stay quiet because there are people who deserve help far more than I do.

I stay quiet because I don't want to burden anyone with my pain.

I stay quiet because I don't want to be the cause of anyone's pain.

I stay quiet because I am worthless.

I stay quiet because silence is beautiful.

I stay quiet..

Quiet...