delirious ↠ g.d.

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Hello dear readers,

I've been meaning to update you guys on what's been going on with this account.

Basically, I kinda grew away from the twins. They still have a big place in my heart, but I'm not as hooked as I used to be. I deleted all of my fanfics except Delirious because it's my only one that blew up and because many people weren't done reading it.

Also, I am now a multi fandom account because I joined ARMY about a month ago so if you're not happy with that, you can leave :) my fandom friends and I certainly don't need your negativity.

BTS made me realize something that I never thought I would realize to this day... and it's that fame really changed the twins, as much as I hate to admit it. Fight me all you want, but running away from fans (and i can include self experience in this one) is not something I'm proud of saying when it comes to listing the things they've done. Moreover, cutting fans off to take the damn selfie they thought the fans only wanted is RUDE and completely impolite. Also, leaving because 'they don't want to waste their time around their fans' truly bothers me.

Don't get me wrong, I know fame can be hard. Fans following you and chasing you everywhere. Millions - if not billions - of people trying to reach out to you everyday, dying for you to say their names or take a pic with you... The list goes on and on. I have 'famous' friends that have millions of followers, so I know what it's like, but they're still very humble about it and try their very very best to please every single one of them. They do a far better job than the twins, anyway.

Remember at the debut of the twins, how they would always, almost every single day, remind us that they're so thankful for each and every one of us and that they loved us with all of their hearts and they would always respect and appreciate us forever and always? Doesn't really feel like that anymore.

I know I'm probably going to get a lot of hate and unfollows because of this, but honestly, I couldn't care less. I'm done ignoring the truth. The twins changed. They're adults now and it's perfectly normal.

But BTS... oh gosh BTS...

Since the very beginning - they were grateful for everything they were given. Having to struggle financially, sleeping all seven together in one tiny bedroom, being reminded every single day that they're never gonna see the light at the end of the tunnel, being told that they would never make it in the music industry... and now look at them. They're the biggest boy band on earth, they're literally on top of the world. Because they remained true to themselves, they stayed humble, they fought their way out of the darkness, they supported each other and loved every single one of their fans.

I stopped counting the amount of times they cried on stage because they heard their fans sing along to one of their songs. Because they were proud of where they got, because they knew they could rely on their fans just as much as their fans rely on them, because they finally made it and they made their families proud.

That's all that ever mattered to them. Their supporters, their family, their friends, health and happiness. Nothing more. They couldn't care less about fame and money. As long as they had their guardian angels - us, ARMYs - they could conquer the whole world.

They are so so so humble in so many different ways and so down-to-earth.. way more than I thought the twins were. And again, I feel bad for admitting all of this because a few months back I would only have eyes for the Dolans and no one else. I didn't like BTS because it wasn't « my kind of music ». But then one morning I woke up and wondered « what's so special about these Bangtan boys? why do everyone around me love them? » so I looked them up and fell in love. In-stan-tly. Needless to say that I downloaded all of their albums and now I know almost all of their songs by heart.

And so from now on, I'm apart of other fandoms as well as the Dolan fandom and I hope that you guys can respect that. I'm currently writing a Kim Taehyung book (my biaaas 🤤) and if you have a problem with that, you can leave. I'll be glad ;)

Again, I'm sorry if I offended anyone, I just thought I'd warn you guys about what's going to happen with this account. I still love the twins and I'm thankful for everything they've done for me, but I'm not hooked around them to the point where I would continue writing fan fictions about them. Hope you guys can understand.

And with that, I wish everyone a great weekend~

Jojo ☘️