Arrest me

Chap 68: decisions

Jimin was struggling to keep himself up, his body exhausted from how brutal Jungkook is being. He tightens his hold on his neck, leaning forward to rest his head on his shoulder. His eyes flicker to his father, taking in his blood covered body. His head slumped to the side, eyes open, staring directly at him. Jimin feels as if his soul was piercing into him like daggers, his eyes empty yet filled with pain. Jimin shivers, feeling his heart start to ache, pounding faster in his chest. He starts to panic, regret, pain of what he has done flooding his system. Using all his strength, he pushes Jungkook off him, falling to the floor with a thud.

"No! No! Fuck! Fuck! What have I done? What have you made me do!" Jimin stares at the dead body, bringing his knees to his chest, shaking uncontrollably.

Jungkook frowns, staring down at him, tilting his head. He crouches down, hand resting on his knee while the other goes to brush his hair moving down to his cheek.

"I didn't make you do anything Jimishi, you did it all yourself. I just showed you the light, what killing can make you feel, how easy it is to do." Jungkook leans in closer, thumb tracing over his lips.

"Don't tell me you didn't enjoy it Jimin, felt the rush of pleasure flow through you. I know you liked it, loved how it made you feel. I can see the glint in your eyes, the spark." Jimin shifts his gaze to him, darting over his features.

"Killing is in your nature Jimishi, you were born for this. We were meant to find each other, kill for each other." Jungkook caresses his thigh, sliding his thumb into his mouth.

Jimin sucks on his finger, reaching out for him, bringing him closer. Jungkook smirks, pulling out his thumb to replace it with his lips. Jimin opens his mouth, running his fingers through the back of his hair. Jungkook spreads his legs open, hands sliding down his thighs.

"I promised I'd be back for you Jimin, I'm not going to let you go again. You're my other half, I don't think I'd ever be able to go on without you." Jimin stares at him, to many emotions taking over.

"Jungkook...this is wrong, I shouldn't feel like this. I killed someone, killed my fucking father. I'm a murderer just like him. Namjoon was right, I am just like my father." Jimin feels warm tears brimming in his eyes, a few escaping.

"Jimin. What you feel isn't wrong, not when I feel the exact same. I love you and I know you do to." He brings Jimin in for a kiss, wrapping his legs around his waist.

Jimin closes his eyes, savouring the delicious taste of his mouth. Jungkook lifts his body up, carrying him to the bathroom. He presses his body against the wall as he turns on the shower, water immediately cascading down their bodies. It turning a dark red as it runs down the drain, staining his tailed floor. Jimin couldn't deny it felt good to finally kill his father, rid the world of him. But it still didn't ease the pain, hole in his heart he caused killing his mother. As much as he enjoyed it, it still didn't bring him closure, change how he felt. His mind then goes to his brother, thinking about how he now has no parents, both dead and now has a murderer brother just like their father. It then shifts to Hoseok, remembering how they left things, how he pushed him away when all he wanted to do was help. That's all Hoseok ever wanted to do, was to look after him, care for him, love him and yet it was never enough for him. All ever did was scream at him, push him away.

Why couldn't he find it in himself to love him, love a man who was good, kind, everything he clearly wasn't. Why did he keep choosing Jungkook, a man who was cold, cruel, emotionless. Didn't know the feeling of sadness, heartache ever in his life. All Jungkook knew how to feel was pleasure at the expense of others pain. Yet this didn't seem to effect the way Jimin felt towards him, no matter how hard he tried he still wanted him, yearned for him. Jungkook was his kryptonite, one weakness that kept him from doing the right thing. Whenever he was near him he couldn't think, couldn't breath. Yet when he's away from him it's just the same, the past two years were agony. He couldn't function, couldn't sleep, eat. He was a broken machine without Jungkook, he was his missing part that kept him working. But Jimin needed to decide, was he going to betray everything he believed, everyone in his life for one person or was he going to betray the one person he has ever truly loved and do the right thing even if that meant sending himself to jail too.

Jimin looks to Jungkook, seeing him staring down at him with such adoration, love. Jungkook smiles at him, slowly thrusting in and out of him. Savouring every moment, wanting to stay inside Jimin for as long as possible.

"You're so beautiful Jimin, you grow more beautiful every day." Jungkook nips at his earlobe, Jimin whimpers at his words.

The tingling feeling bubbling in the pit of his stomach, the feeling of butterflies so strong. Jungkook's words always seeming to have an effect on him, just melting away all his insecurities, uncertainties.

"J-Jungkook...I love you." Jimin whispers lowly, almost not wanting him to hear it.

Jungkook chuckles, hand running down his chest, tracing over the scar he left. He stares into Jimin's eyes, fingers gently brushing his scar. Jimin flinches slightly, always finding it difficult when anyone touched it.

"I love you too Jimin, so much. More than anything in this world. I promise to never hurt you again, this scar is the last thing I'm ever going to leave on you other than my love bites." Jungkook leans down to kiss the J carved into his skin, Jimin sucks in a breath as he feels his wet lips touch it.

Jimin squeezes his legs tighter around his waist, starting to like the feeling of his lips gently kissing his scar he's been so ashamed of. It was somehow soothing, relaxed him. Even if Jungkook was the one that made it, he couldn't help but enjoy it. The sincerity in his voice indicated how badly he meant it, he was never going to hurt him again. And that's all Jimin needed to know, he was safe, Jungkook was always going to protect him. If it wasn't for him he would be dead, his brother would be dead. In a messed up way, he owed Jungkook his life. And nothing was going to change that, Jungkook was the only one who came for him, protected him.

"I believe you Jungkook, I know you'll never hurt me again. Thank you, thank you for saving me." Jimin lifts his head up, pulling him to rest his head on his shoulder as he picks up his pace causing his body to jolt upwards.

"We're going to have so much fun together Jimishi, I've got so much to teach you." Jungkook whispers into his ear as he gropes his ass, snapping his hips harder, chasing for his release.

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Love y'all!! Didn't think the book would go this way but hey ho☺️ honestly thought it would go in a totally different direction but each time I write a chapter it just let my fingers do the talking. Hope the chapter was okay xx