Enzo

Chapter 23 "Here's Me Thinking You Had Gone Soft"

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*Veronica POV*

"I know that makes it sound like I'm ending things with you but I'm not sweetheart" Lorenzo sat Indian style next to me.

"What do you want to talk about then?" I asked taking a forkful of cake.

"I brought us Vodka" I hadn't noticed him carrying the bottle. He poured us each a shot which I swallowed followed by eating a piece of cake to get rid of the burning. I watched Lorenzo eat the chocolate cake making sure each bite had some of the chocolate sauce from the centre on it. He closed his eyes enjoying the bites more than I was, watching him you'd think the man never ate chocolate cake.

"Don't judge me. This is the first chocolate cake I've had in 10 years" I nodded understandingly. I guess I forget how many things he's not had since he's been gone.

"It's the best chocolate cake I've had ever" I said taking another bite. Between us we had eaten more than half of Millie's homemade chocolate lava cake. We had each additionally had 3 shots before we gave up, I laid in to his chest his arm wrapped around me holding me close.

"The only thing that kept me going was those letters you'd write to me telling me about your life. Knowing you were okay and happy it helped me, I was counting down the days to see you again" Lorenzo said stroking my hair.

"You never wrote back" I replied hurt. I always wondered why he never replied. I thought they get lost in the post.

"You didn't know why I was locked up and what would I tell you? I did the same thing everyday for 10years sweetheart" I couldn't help but laugh at his prison review.

"I wanted to hear from you. You left me Enzo. You left me when we were finally close" I silently cried tears falling down my cheeks.

"I know, I'm so sorry sweetheart" Lorenzo's thumb wiped the tears.

"I'm going to be here with you for a long time" he promised.

"Every year you'd call me on my birthday, I'd wait for the call. I spent my 17th birthday crying for my parents. Danny had to work and Amy was grounded for sneaking out to see me. Xander had forgotten about it, he'd ditched me for his friends. I couldn't take any more so I I I" I paused to take deep breaths letting more tears fall. Lorenzo moved me on to his lap he kept playing with my hair to remind me of his presence.

"I locked myself in the bathroom incase Danny had come home early. I made sure my razer blade was fresh before I got in to the bath tub" I was hysterically crying now. Lorenzo pulled me in to his shirt soaking it with my tears. He rubbed my back with one hand as he whispered reassuring things to me.

"I saw your marks princess, I'm not stupid. I'm so mad at myself for not being there to help you" I opened my mouth but nothing came out, it was a soundless cry.

"I sat in bath my phone on the side laying down I picked the razor-"

"Princess you don't-" this time I interrupted him wanting him to hear my story.

"Let me finish Enzo" I looked in to his eyes running my fingers over his stubble.

"I went to slid it over my wrist" Lorenzo tensed under me.

"But my phone started to ring I was going to ignore it until I saw it was a restricted call. I knew it was you" Lorenzo was the one who had tears on his cheeks now. I gently wiped them as I finished my story.

"I dropped the blade to answer the call. You did save me Enzo you just never knew it" I straddled him holding his head on my chest. My nails ran through the ends of his hair his breathing slowed. We just sat there holding eachother until Lorenzo broke the silence.

"That day you came to visit I don't know how you pulled all them strings but I couldn't let you see me in there" I lifted his head up to see him. I placed a light kiss on his left cheek and then right cheek.

"I couldn't let you see what I'd become in there" I didn't know what he meant but I saw the hurt in his eyes to know whoever he was in prison, whatever he did in there wasn't him.

"I just had to survive to see your smile again, to see your eyes light up when you're excited. I just wanted to hold you in my arms again" his hands went under my shirt his thumbs just circling my skin. He just wanted to feel me skin to skin. I pressed my lips to his wanting to show him how much I've wanted him. I let his tongue explore my mouth, his fingers pinch my nipples under my shirt causing me to moan for more.

"Whoever you were and whatever you did it brought you home to me alive I will always be thankful for that" I assured him. I kissed down his neck unbuttoning his shirt, I found his sweet spot to bite and suck on being sure to leave a mark.

"I'll always come home to you" he promised taking of his shirt.

"I'll hold you to that promise" I told him slipping my shirt off. Lorenzo eyes darkened filled with lust for me making me want him even more. The way he looked at me gave me more confidence than I've ever thought I could have.

"I'm going to make you mine sweetheart" he said after he'd left marks on my chest and neck. He took my right nipple in to his mouth biting on it gently making me moan before he licked and sucked it. He laid me on to some cushions and blankets, I pulled my jeans down while he stripped to his boxers.

"Lay on your stomach" he ordered I rolled on to my stomach. I lifted my ass up wanting to feel him touch me.

"Good girl" he rubbed over my now soaked panties.

"Daddy please" I begged. I tried to move back more to be closer to him. Gently pulling my lace underwear off he pushed a finger in to me I moaned to the floor wanting another finger. He slides another on in going faster building up my climax.

"I'm so close" I called out Lorenzo speeds up letting me cum on his fingers before he rolled my on to my back.

"This is going to be different princess" he explained putting butterfly kisses down my body. He spread my pussy open with his fingers before he licked and sucked on my clit. Slowly building my climax I held his head burried in to me my legs rest on his shoulders.

"You taste so good cum for me" I moaned in agreement letting myself collapse under him. Lorenzo puts his lips on to mine moving in sync with eachother, I clenched around him when he pushed himself in to me slowly.

"Fuck Enzo" I groaned pulling away letting him kiss my chest and neck as he moves in and out of me.

"You look so beautiful under me sweetheart" I bite my lip holding in the urge to swear at him for not speeding up. Lorenzo started to move faster but no where near the speed or as rough as we usually would do it.

"Enzo please" I begged wanting him to go faster. Lorenzo finally speeds up going deeper in to me  building my climax up before he slowed down a little. 

"Cum princess" profanities came out my mouth when we rode out our orgasms together. I felt his cum inside me when he pulled out. Lorenzo quickly put his boxers on leaving me alone in the den.

"I couldn't find anything else but hope this works before you go pee" I laid back hand held out for the tissues he had when he wiped the mess up himself. I couldn't help but smile at how caring his stupid drunk ass is being.

"Now you can make it to the toilets without leaving my babies everywhere" I laughed at his bluntness.

"Maybe I should have swallowed them to save the trouble" I joked putting his shirt on.

"Go empty you bladder before you leave a mess here" Lorenzo pushed me out the den. I wondered around to the other end of the room to finally find a women's washroom.

"The after sex look makes me want to bend you over" Lorenzo said as I laid back down next to him.

"Here's me thinking you had gone soft" Lorenzo rolled his eyes at me.

"I wanted to show you I care about you" Lorenzo paused before continuing.

"I wanted to show you I'm falling for you" I didn't know what to say. My mute dumbass got up with my phone in hand and ran carrying my shoes. I head a good head start since he would have to lock up to make sure no one would break in to the diner. I made it to the Walmart car park where I had booked a Uber to pick me up. I switched my phone off once I was in the car to be sure he couldn't track me.